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i'm in a pathetic school. and a pathetic family.
and i'm sick of both. but the latter more.

as some of u already know, i am not on good terms with my dad.
just last sat, both of us were having dinner together at the dining table.
there was this particular show about family abuse, and so happens that there was this scene
about how this husband hoped badly that his pregnant wife would give birth to a boy for some biased reasons.

da_sotong: "*喃喃自語* 重男輕女."
sotong pa: "這個社會就是這樣現實的."
da_sotong﹕*無語*

i stared at him for a moment, i wanted to ask him what he meant exactly, but i dropped the idea.
even if he did, it's not going to make a difference aniway, since i have too much negative feelings towards him.

*stones*

i'm terribly sick of passing messages for my parents even though i'm in sch.
one would call and ask me to call the other to pass some message.

wat the hell. i'm not a tele-operator.

and fyi, they haven been talking for the past N mths.
reason? i have no idea, nobody cares aniway.
i guess everything is accumulative.

they have reached a point whereby communication is no longer what we call 'talking' but rather, they express themselves by slaming things and hurling abuses at each other.

i'm realli used to it, since it happens almost everyday. I live like there's World War everyday.
and for as long as that happens, I am obliged to be their messenger and peacemaker.

SHIT.

now i know why i can relate to Jerry's role in I Not Stupid 2 so well. if you know what i mean.

*hOpz hOpz hOpz bUrYs mYseLf In a Hole*