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mentally.exhausted.stoned

monday blues.

i'm totally drained out. i'm not driven to do anithing. i no longer love sch for now.

i was late for sch today. incredibly late. my maths tutor stared at me when i barged into the room and interrupted his tutorial. oppz.

i waited an hour for my bus...7 bus 74 drove past right in front of me. i could have taken a train.realli. BUT i din feel like doing it. and it's becose i hate sch.

i have fear of logging in onto MSN. i dread ppl preaching their love for sch on MSN. -_-llll trust me. i take damn bloody long to reply if u talk to me about sch work.

i hate reading blogs these days. it just makes me feel tat i'm pathetic.REALLY pathetic.not trying to engage in self-pity here. but realli, i can't think of anything happy that is happening in my life right now? -_-llll

i broke down yesterday. totally broke down in the middle of the night. sighz. i wonder why.

behind those hysterical laughters. who will noe how i feel? and in any case, why would ppl even bother about how i feel?

i dunno what to do.

*hOpz hOpz hOpz fAdeS awaY*