tired.tired.so.relieved
oh well....tiring day for me...went for the graduation ceremony this morning and rushed back to nus for some course briefing....now i'm deadbeat...
hmmm....it's a shame that some of my close frens weren't there at the ceremony...oh..well i'm sure they have their reasons for not coming....my bro went with me...out of sympathy?..haha...or is it like what he said...he wanted to see me on stage giving the speech....i was so damn bloody nervous that my legs were practically SHAKING!...but i guess...at tat point of time...i had to hide all that from the audience...did i succeed?...i dunno...my close frens could see that i was pretty nervous..some others din feel that way...but i was glad that at least i din make ALOT of mistakes...as compared to the previous rehearsals...=D....
it is really kind of daunting with all eyes on me..(some ppl yawning...chatting away...i dun blame them...my script's kinda boring actually...)...hahah....a great experience to me i mus say...at least i've learnt how to pluck out my courage to face a big big crowd.....my bro said i did ok...but he say i was too small-sized....and i am onli a little bit taller than the rostrum....hahaha...and he actually asked me "Why can't they get someone taller?"...i wish i knew.
he recorded down my speech in audio form in his mp3 player...as i was listening to my own speech...i realized...i spoke abit too fast...but heng ppl in the end also got clap...haha...those claps are truly encouraging to me i muz say....
and thanks to those ppl who came forward to encourage me or congratulate me...i was in a fluster most of the time...haha...dun blame me if i din congratulate u back?...haha...i wanted to...but i guess i was too distracted...=D
went over to nus after the ceremony...was late already....honestly...i din understand a single shit of what the speaker was toking about....was i too tired? or is my command of english TAT bad?...seriously...i started to think about tat after i got home....
lots of uncertainties ahead...jus gotta move on.
*hOpz hOpz hOpz wAddLeS oUt oF sIght*
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