Tuesday, May 31, 2005

*(-(00)^)V*

tired.sweat.daze

hur hur...my day has sort of become a routine these past few days...sometimes i can daze for up to a whole afternoon....my day's not over yet...since nana is still at my place now...oh well...i juz hope that my bro will be able to successfully take leave for tml...then i wouldn't have to babysit...oh well...see how it goes....but then again...i shud start thinking as to how i shud spend my day if i'm not babysitting tml...any suggestions?..

my bro offered to pay me for the babysitting....can't reveal how much..but definitely as good as wat i can get if i work part-time as a programmer....i was toking to him about me getting a job when he started to go..."then who's going to take care of nana?"....omg...wat does he take me for?...a permanent full-time babysitter?....then what about my studies?...is he trying to imply that i'm obliged to continue the babysitting even when my academic year starts once i take his money?...wat is he thinking?....nono...i shan't take his money..in case i'm not able to babysit in future...i dun wan to feel guilty about not having able to fulfil wat i once promised.....

i'm mentally tired...physically exhausted.....once again...=l

*hOpz hOpz hOpz sTroLLs oUt oF sIgHt...*

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