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puzzled.peaceful.giddy

hmmm...i tot it would be a peaceful day today without my neice around..but i was awaken by my mum who was toking so loudly on the phone with my bro about the death of my neighbour....i was told that one of my neighbour committed suicide at my block this morning at around 4-5am...he juz stays 1 unit beside me...but he's 4 storey's above me...it's such a sad thing and i was kind of shocked...

my mum came back from the market...i think she get to know more details from another neighbour who claimed she saw the body lying on the grass patch...hmmm...tat neighbour said that the deceased is supposedly a young man...but she couldn't see the face...he was facing downwards...-__-lll....i concluded that it was dark at 5am...and it's not unusual that she actualli make a mistake about wat she saw....

my bro called again later on...and my mum verified with him (just to make sure we get our facts right).....and we confirmed that it's an old man staying upstairs (so we were right in the very first place)...-___-lllll...heard from my mum that this old couple are the beri friendly sort...and ironically..1 of my neighbours saw the uncle steadily reading newspaper at our void deck just 2 days ago...but his wife was telling my mum that she feels beri depressed and tat his husband keeps quarreling with her...my mum was trying to console her..although his wife seems to be unwilling to give the details...

perhaps all of my neighbours would never noe wat's the reason behind tat uncle's death...but i feel that..that uncle has been very kind to commit suicide at that time (note that i'm NOT trying to be sarcastic)...seriously i tink he din wan to scare any of the neighbours...and perhaps if he did think tat way.....i would say he succeeded...in fact....not many neighbours knew about it....it was those early birds who spread the word around...he was so considerate even til his last breath...

watever the reason might be...i think it's pointless for neighbours now to guess the actual reason...and even if we can ever find out....it's gonna be like..."wat's the point?...the dead cannot be brought back alive aniway..." well...all i can say now is...may that uncle rest in peace...and my deepest condolences to my neighbour....

*hOpz hOpz hOpz VaNisHes Out Of sIghT*