*LaLaLa*

saturday.stormyafternoon.rotting

woke up with a headache today...sianz....hope it gets better by tomolo wor....haiz....so mani weeks have passed...I still DUN like to go to sch....haiz...i would label FYPJ as the sian'est part of my 3 yrs in NYP....everyday stucked in the pathetic cage...(fish tank some call it...) hur hur...dun like wat i'm doing....can't be bothered with it either...haiz..but i think i shud change my attitude before i fail my FYPJ at week 12....haiz...had my presentation last wednesday...kinda sad...though it was a relief tat i got tat done already....and PLUS the fact tat judges din ask questions (to some ppl..tat's a good sign)...but obviously...to me...tat means tat my stuff was either 2 simple...OR they din understand what i was toking about....I hope it's not both...i realli hope so...haiz....i made a small blunder at the presentation also...though it was a beri small mistake...but i still hate myself for tat...- _- lll ....haiz...haben been in quite a good mood these days...can say tat i'm rather grouchy these couple of weeks...ever since FYPJ started..haiz...just hope tat everything will go well....*sIaNz*...