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my favourites. =)

2011-09-09T00:27:00.001+08:00

2011-08-09T17:13:00.003+08:00

=)

2011-05-30T00:21:00.000+08:00

=)

2011-05-30T00:19:00.001+08:00

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2011-05-27T00:19:00.000+08:00

Should I?

TSK

2011-04-25T22:06:00.003+08:00

It's been more than half a year.

Many things have taken place.

I'm finally a confirmed staff with my new coy after a 6 months probation.

I would say I have more or less gotten used to the new working environment.

The learning curve here is generally steeper, but I never had regrets leaving my comfort zone.

Met another milestone.

Finally gotten a flat with my bf. Now we gotta start saving up our pennies since the flat will come pretty soon.

Now, which bugger said housing is affordable? All I can say is, everything is affordable to a rich man lor.

tsk.

Voting day is coming.

Be a man, do the right thing.

=)

2010-10-08T00:20:00.002+08:00

(^(00^)V

2010-07-22T09:40:00.002+08:00

(T.T)

2010-06-11T17:05:00.002+08:00

很久没更新了。

今天难得拿病假。哈哈。。我说这什么话啊？还“难得”叻。

最近工作上比较忙。。咳嗽咳了整整五天，我才觉悟，决定去看医生。

真的是自作孽。也许病了太久了，吃了药。。到现在还是没什么起色。

医生叫我要多喝水多多休息。。

病假是拿了。。。。可是我妈却叫我修水喉和装门锁叻。

霎时间，我想，也许在公司nua也好过呆在家里。T.T

可是，回公司又需要工作。。。我简直是没心情啦。=.=

*懊恼*

*郁闷*
。
。
。

昨天一整天都在attend什么HR briefing啦。。team meeting 啦。。。

精神非常不好又病到全身酸痛的sotong听着主讲者monotonous的声音竟然睡着了。

sotong: *zzzzzzz*
sotong: *zzzzzzzZzzzzZzz*
sotong: *zzzzzzzZzzzzZzzzzzZzzzzz*
sotong: *zzzzzzzZzzzzZzzzzzZzzzzzzzzzZZzzzz*

sotong: *说梦话*

哈哈哈！！！

突然意识到自己在说梦话的sotong立即醒过来，装着一副*刚才不是我说梦话*的嘴脸。。假假pay attention。

可是太迟啦~ T.T

坐在我身旁的同事还是发现了！

同事和我简直笑翻了。

真的好糗。哈哈哈哈。

不知道在我前面和后面的听众有没有听到叻！omg~ 哈哈。

(>(00)<)

2010-04-11T23:03:00.002+08:00

I HATE COCKROACHES.

I THINK I WILL HATE THEM MORE THAN I HATE ANYTHING ELSE THIS LIFETIME.

>.<　

恶心！恶心！！　恶心！！！　恶心啦！！！！！　妈啊！！！！！！！！

我就是讨厌蟑螂！！！！！

最近家里却偏偏有很多蟑螂。

每次Ｈ＊Ｂ做完fogging后家里一定有蟑螂！！可恶！！！

刚才洗完头抬头一看，一只身上有洗发水又超级大只的蟑螂舒舒服服地park在我家厕所的门上。

救命啊！！！！！！！！

在这种蟑螂已经挡住了我的去路，我又手无寸铁的情况下，我该怎么办啊！！！

我总不能叫老妈进来厕所帮我抓蟑螂吧，不把我骂死才怪。

情急之下我只好拿水狂泼它，可是不管我怎么泼，它好像真的不会淹死的叻！妈啊！！！

后来蟑螂躲到水管后面去了，我就拿water hose狂喷它。。。可是就是喷不死它！！！！

它快速地逃跑。。。一溜烟就从厕所下的缝隙逃走了！HOLY SHIT!!!!

怎么办！！！！

我现在像只惊弓之鸟。

看见什么都以为是蟑螂。。。。谁来救我啊！！！！！

我今晚不敢上厕所了啦！>.<

我现在才发现这是一个“！”泛滥的post.

可见我有多怕蟑螂。>.<

懊恼

2010-04-02T17:46:00.002+08:00

yeah!! it's a public holiday! XD

很开心。好久没休息了。
本来有很多想做的事情的。
可是最后又懒得做。=.=

我开始怀疑自己有sleeping disorder，因为我发现我每天几乎都记得我昨晚做什么梦。
然后醒来的这种感觉就好像前一晚。。。完全没有睡到一样！！！！我的妈啊。。
每天起来感觉都很累，一整天都没有精神。

什么方法都试过了。
换枕头啦。。。做运动啦。。换姿势啦。。什么pattern都try过了，可是还是一样嘞。
怎么还是这么累？*懊恼*

最近常常发现自己有时候好像因为睡不好而反应有些“迟钝”。
同事们有时经过我对我微笑，我不只顿了几个N秒。
等到我发现I should react and smile back的时候。。。同事已经走掉了。哈哈哈哈。

怎么办？
有没有人可以教我要怎么样才可以睡好？=.=

困

2010-03-28T01:05:00.002+08:00

被依赖的感觉其实真的很累。
牺牲。
是我的职责？还是别人推卸责任？
为什么会有人觉得给家用，打打电话来寒暄几句来就算是负起了做子女的责任？
我不懂。我真的不懂。
是否高深教育把人的脑袋都mechanised了？
有时我在想，我是不是对别人的要求太苛刻了？
。
。
。
或许是子欲养而亲不在的道理在我脑海里太根深蒂固了。
坦白说，我很怕再失去至亲，与其说怕死亡，不如说我更怕有遗憾。
我说的是，当至亲过世后，你发现原来你给他们的attention一直都那么少的那份遗憾。

可是我又会不会因为这种遗憾, 而让我的生活在其他方面有遗憾？
我是否因为这样，而委屈了自己？

我要到底要为自己而活？还是为她而活？

有时候我很想自私一下，什么都不管，置身事外。

尤其是
当你不管怎么做她都不满意的时候。。。
当她只想一意孤行要你依照她设下的游戏规则活着的时候。。。
我想逃避现实，自私一下的感觉其实非常强烈。

有时我会想。。。
既然是责任，那我就不该求回报，不应该想的那么狭隘。

可是。。。。。
我总是有很多可是。

我并非圣贤。
我也会累。我何尝不想自私地为我自己想一想。

如果事情能够这么容易解决，或许我就无需那么困惑了。

“我该为自己的人生负责。”
说得倒轻松，有那么简单就好了。

我想快乐些。

(^(00)^)V

2010-03-14T01:13:00.004+08:00

为部落格换了新的面貌。不是原创的，因为我已经有江郎才尽的感觉。哈哈。

很久没update部落格了。我开始怀疑已经没有人阅读了。

anyway, 很久没post小妹妹的照片了。 =）

妹妹们长大了！

下次照片就不只这两位妹妹了。因为我又要当姑姑了。

很厉害吧？

我也是这么觉得。哈哈。

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最近每次陪妈妈出门几乎每次总是会被叔叔阿姨们问一些奇怪的问题。。。。

而且最好笑的是。。。“结案陈词”总是。。。。

“她有没有男朋友啊？”

不然就是。。

“她给人家book了没有？”

哈哈，我总觉得。。。book这个字。。好像。。erm...有一点salah。哈哈。

。。。。。。。=.=

有一次刚好和妈妈在外用餐。。一位认识我妈的aunty刚好走过来跟我妈妈聊天。。

聊着聊着。。。突然aunty开始hint hint她的儿子还没结婚啦。。。事业有成啦。。。

我开始觉得阿姨很可疑。。。。好像是想介绍她的儿子给我认识。。。=。=

我妈：“噢。。你的儿子jin kiang hor~~ (很厉害吗。。）他几岁啦?”
阿姨：“噢。。他啊。。。38 岁了”

本来没有太理会aunty的我。。。。说真的。。。差点喷饭。

我不知道为什么，那股想狂笑的冲动真的很强烈。LOL。

aunty后来还真的问我有没有男朋友。。。哈哈。看吧，我的第六感很准的。

aunty，sorry啦。。。我没有兴趣当嫩草啦。

而且。。。

我也不要这样老的老牛啦。哈哈哈哈。

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今天和妈妈出去逛街。。。帮妈妈拍下以下的照片。。。。

哈哈哈哈。。。。

其实。。。我的老妈不生气的时候。。。。是蛮可爱的啦。LOL。

但是hor，我妈如果知道我这个死孩子把她的照片post online。。。我就真的死定了！哈哈。

注：第二张照片中后面那位身材丰满的路人甲。。本来想mosaic掉她的，可是想了想还是算了啦。。还是顺便造福all the male readers吧。。哈哈。

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有人要分钱给我叻~~~

哈哈。为什么明明是马来族同胞可是email是yahoo.cn叻？哈哈。。

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我很喜欢下面这张照片。

这种天真无邪的笑容，能让人发出会心一笑。=)

大家有多久没这样笑过了？

(^(00)^)

2009-12-31T21:33:00.003+08:00

最后一天了。
很久没写部落格了。

24岁了。
长大了。

失落过。
成功过。
失败过。
快乐过。

每年到了这一天感觉总是五味杂陈。

我从来就不喜欢new year resolution。因为我这个人有时候好像太随性，也太任性。

例如我莫名其妙不知道发起什么神经跑去sentosa的megazip park做了一堆我根本没有想过我能办到的activity。现在回想起来，简直太可怕了。哈哈。
想知道有多crazy? 自己去试试看你就知道了。

心血来潮又跑去考basic theory，而且莫名其妙一次就pass了。
后来我突然又觉得。。。我这种小迷糊，还是别开车的好。
免得乐极生悲，害人害己。
那我考来干什么？

突然又想学游泳，可是又没天份，一直同手同脚。

I'm...so random.

对事业，其实对未来已经有所规划，现阶段，我相信我只能等。
还是有点茫然，所以是一步一步来吧。 =）

职场上的尔虞我诈，太复杂，太丑陋，太低级。
本小姐不敢恭维，也不苟同任何不择手段的做法。
是我太善良，还是别人太奸诈？我不懂。
但至少我觉得我已经开始慢慢学习如何保护自己。

我在一年内把14天的病假用光了。简直太神奇了。
到最后无可奈何生病被迫拿年假在家休养。
现在天天服药，希望胆固醇可以快快降低才好。
希望来年身体健康吧。

我有太多想做的事情，时间好像永远都不够用。如果人不用睡觉，那该多好? =)

(@(00)@)

2009-09-04T23:36:00.002+08:00

本小姐最近应该是衰到。。。。。。。。。。极点。

我竟然得了手足口症。

yes, yes 你没看错。就是那个好像只有小孩会中的手足口症, 一万几千名患者中只有7%是大人的那个手足口症。

我是衰到lao sai的咯。

相信大家都应该猜得到，是我家小妹妹传染给我的。

都是nana的goodbye kiss害的啦。。。*汗*

但说真的，得了手足口症还真的是难受的咯。
我不了解为甚么nana每次得手足口症还有力气跑来跑去。简直太厉害了。=.=

已经第三天了。高烧也算是退了。
只不过。。。还是食欲不振。。头偶尔还会昏昏的。
喉咙那些恶心的泡泡和ulcer。。。。却越长越多。。。。。Orz

医生给了我一个礼拜病假。

有些人说是爽的咯。你们知道有多辛苦吗？>.<

头几天。。。还真的有点生不如死的感觉。
很庆幸the worst is over..希望不要再发烧才好。*拜*

不明白为什么有些不识相的人。。总是喜欢在我拿病假的时候烦我。

自动一点好吗？别小小事情就sms,msn我。

病假叻~~~病假叻~~~病假叻~~~！！<---本小姐超不喜欢人家在我请假的时候disturb我，尤其是病假！！！！！*揍*

己所不欲，勿施于人，懂吗？？！！

算了，看他们那副德性搞不好都不明白那句话的意思。简直是对牛弹琴。

废物。

oh well~~ =.=
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anyway, on a happier note...

最近买了自己很想要的一台手机。。。

oh？diamond怎么了？
放心放心，它还在我家好好的活着，只是偶尔sms会没有收讯罢了。哈哈。谁说pda phone一定就好？

至少我的crystal..不需要每天充电。
这点就帮我省下不少电费了。

其实。。。

我最竟渐渐的发现。。。。我很少用我手机里的很多feature。那到底花这么多钱买一个极为bombastic的手机来干嘛？我自己也不了解。

可能人老了。=.= 手机好想回到了最原始及恨本的用途 -- 就是打电话和sms咯。

说真的。。。

I can also survive with a basic phone..*box*

哈哈。白痴。

闷

2009-05-16T22:08:00.011+08:00

好久没更新了.

好多事想和大家分享, 却又不知从何说起. =)

一样一样来吧...
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一向来都不识水性的sotong竟然去学游泳！

也不是一时兴起，只是健康亮起红灯后，觉得是时候该做运动了。

虽然好像太迟了，但总好过我什么也不做对吧？

最挣扎的其实不是活了一大把年纪才学游泳。。。反倒是。。身材不好又要穿泳衣走来走去实在非常的变扭。

哈哈，其实你有所不知啊，sotong小妹当年中一时，其实是学过游泳的. 而且当年穿的是露背泳衣哟. =X

只不过。。。。。。
可能就是没天份，当年怎么学也学不会。

但是~~~！

全班游泳考试及格的。。。也只有一个人耶。
而且教练是看她乱乱paddle也能到对岸随便让她pass的。哈哈。

所以，我也搞不清楚，是我没天份，还是，教练不太会教。

anyway. hmm..
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最近去验眼睛。

才发现自己的度数掉了好多。

sotong其实从四岁就开始带眼镜了。

当年sotong妈忙着工作。。。其实也没什么时间理我。

由于哥哥们和我年龄相差甚远，大部分的时间都是妈妈委托哥哥们带我。

通常他们做功课的当儿也只好让我自己一个人独自看电视咯。

就这样，我的眼睛离电视的距离是越来越近。从1 metre变成10 centimetres。哈哈。我也不知道自己看得见什么？可能就喜欢看pixel吧。哈哈。

这样的日子一天一天过去。。。

有一天，sotong妈如常到幼稚园接我放学，我突然奔向一位陌生的auntie抱着她叫她“妈妈！！！！”。

站在一旁的sotong妈被我吓坏了，后来把我从陌生auntie那里拖回来后才发现原来我根本就看不清楚。=.=

四岁时第一次的检验，每边500度 + 450 度的散光 + 350 度的近视。*汗*

现在？

一边75度，另一边100度。

不要问我我是怎么做到的。=。= 简直太神奇了。
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最近我好累。我无法形容自己有多累。physically累，mentally更累。
有时候好想不工作，什么都不想，什么都不做，慵懒地摊死在沙发上。

某天去pantry看着外面下着细雨，看着闪电，看着远方飞过的直升机，我突然觉得好陌生。
每天都经过这里，我问自己为何没发现其实外面也有如此简单却漂亮的风景？

我是不是该停下脚步休息一下？*闷*

每天长时间的工作，累坏了自己，健康亮起红灯时，我问我自己到底是为了什么。

我多么希望有时间做自己喜欢的事情。

我好想放个假。

为了避免放工后被打扰，一踏出公司后我就关手机，也鲜少logon msn。
有些同事不苟同我的做法。他们认为做这行，是24 hours on standby的。

老板也因为after office hours 后找不到我，有些不快。

但我认为，放工后是自己的私人时间。如果有什么要交待的，那就在office hours说完吧。

放工后leave me alone可以吗？虽然我知道这么做是很自私的。

Anyway, I don't always have to follow the majority right?
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在树上唱歌

你说的每个笑话我都笑了
是你变幽默还是我变快乐
好久不见你说我大不相同
偷偷告诉你我的心去整形了

不想对每件事都那么严格
弄的全世界好像只剩挫折
爱一朵花不猜它能开多久
放宽的心情把什么都变美了

想要光着脚丫在树上唱歌
好多事物全被缩小了
心里不想放的就去了算了
让太阳把脸庞给晒得红彤彤

想要吹着口哨在树上唱歌
要像开往远方的火车
可以那么轻快地穿过山洞
大树上还很空你要不要陪我

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2009-01-14T22:02:00.003+08:00

Need a domestic helper for Chinese New Year?

A do-it-all-always-on-24-hour standby domestic helper who can cook your dinner, do household chores for you, fix broken pipes, power trips and change light bulbs? What's more? she can fix your computer and even finish IT programming assignments for your son!

This kind of domestic helper where to find?

Interested? Price? Definitely negotiable.

Guarantee to respond within 24 hours! =.=lllll
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please ignore me. i'm kinda frustrated today.
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快过农历新年了，最近每个周末都在家里打扫房子。

今年丢了特别特别多东西。

poly的lecture notes。

几年前一直都不舍得丢，认为丢了以后如果需要refer怎么办？简直好像在欺骗自己给自己一个理由把lecture notes留下来。the truth is, 从读大学到现在，我一次都没拿来用过。所以，这次sotong决定硬下心肠把它们全丢了!!

也丢了很多小时候所谓有纪念价值的东西。
five stones啦，softtoy啦，tigum啦。
全丢了！

sotong妈看见sotong发神经乱丢东西，还企图阻止。
sotong妈：“这个为什么要丢？多么cute叻！ ”*她捡*
sotong妈：“这个你也不要？等一下要用怎么办？？ ”*她又捡*
sotong妈：“aiyo...这个收起来！不可以丢，买不到了~~”*她再捡*

sotong: " 妈！！！！你有完没完啊！！我丢你捡，我再丢你又捡, 我永远都丢不完了啦！！！！！” *T.T*

现在你知道最要命的什么了吧。

就是在你恨下心肠想丢东西的时候，有另外一个人一直在旁边提醒你为什么不该丢。

可是，问题是。。。

“妈！又是你叫我大扫除的！”*矛盾* =/
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不久前和sotong妈清理了主人房的厕所。

由于水喉和马桶都坏了，这间厕所一直以来被我们当成储藏室。我和妈决定把没用的东西丢掉，把地板和墙壁洗一洗。

由于sotong妈老了，most of the time, 她都是扮演EPO的角色。

你问我EPO是什么？Eye Power Officer 啦。

sotong费了九牛二虎之力，终于把厕所洗干净了。

两只手像是刚浸过大便的sotong决定去厨房洗个手。

洗着洗着。。。。。。。

“呃，怎么脚凉凉的？”

*错愕* “妈！！！！！！！为什么地板漏水？!?!”

两个没用的女人研究了半天，原来是洗脸盆下的一条pipe破了个洞。 *汗*

sotong这时突然好像变成水电工，买pipe装pipe, 全都自己来。

搞了半天，好不容易把水管修好。*汗流浃背*

老妈笑着对我开心地说了句。。。。。

“eh...我两个大儿子都没有用。好彩我多生了个儿子。”

sotong: *=.=* "$%^%$%^%^$&%$$%^%$%^%^$&%$$%^%$%^%^$&%$$%"

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2008-12-27T01:19:00.014+08:00

2008年的最后一天。

这些圣诞礼物曾在我办公桌上的某一个角落。

大部分都是巧克力，我不能吃，所以只好送给我家那两个小妹妹吃了。

也许很多人不知道，患有偏头痛的人不能吃dairy products, because they trigger migraine.

好几次本小姐因为嘴馋，吃了几块巧克力和cheese后头整整痛了几天。<----自作自受哈哈。anyway, 我就是这么犯贱。=X __________________________________________________

对它有印象吗?

对了！！蜡笔小新的小熊饼干！！！

哈哈，我看到它时超兴奋的，没想到卡通里的小熊饼干真的存在。

好可爱哦！我都还不舍得拆开包装。好像有送玩具哦。

好可爱~~！！~~~！！

啊，怎么办？！真的不舍的吃啦，我家的小妹妹想吃还被我骂叻。 <-- 本小姐中小新毒太深

哈哈。等我下次开出来吃后再给你们看玩具吧。 =p
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最近一名不熟的同事难得和我一起留下来OT。

突然间。。。。

同事：“喂，听说你今年要结婚啦？”<-- 意指2008年

da sotong: “huh?!! 你听谁说的? ”

同事：“没有啊，就听说。。”

！！！！

什么跟什么嘛，今年要结婚？为什么连当事人都不知道？！

我跟某猪说，现在离明年还剩两天，我们是不是该去注册了？哈。

在我百般追问之下，同事终于斗出谣言的源头。

可恶！！超可恶！！！为什么每次都是他~！问题是，我跟他根本就不熟嘛。真是的，而且已经不是第一次了。

是懊恼多过生气。真的。

今天，又有另一位同事过来问我一样的问题。

“听说你要结婚啦？”

极度困扰的da sotong。。。

“你不如说我为婚先孕，逼不得以结婚好了。” __________________________________________________

2009年即将来临，不太喜欢活的太routine的我，从来就不喜欢立new year resolution。

在此，希望天下太平，大家可以健健康康快快乐乐。 =)

就这样。

(^(00)^)

2008-12-08T00:50:00.006+08:00

接近两个月没blog了。

换了新工作以来，我已经好久没有看到太阳下山了，哈哈。真的没什么时间可以blog。

过了生日，过了和某猪的anniversary。容许我老套地说句“时间过得真的好快”。

谢谢所有献上祝福的朋友，毕竟百忙之中还会记得小女的生日。我是感动的咯 =）

谢谢你某猪，我珍惜你为我精心策划地每一份惊喜。我有那么一点小感动哦。
有些话不方便在这说，所以，我还是那句谢谢 =)

但其实，有时候我会问自己，生日有什么好庆祝的？

你有没有想过，老了一岁就代表自己可以活在这世界上的时间又少了一年。

人生短短你最多给我个七十年。

二十三岁就代表我只剩下四十七年。*虾米？！*

out of which这四十七年如果我们六十岁才能退休的话，其实只剩下十年来enjoy。但可能到了六十岁我们已经百病缠身，要enjoy也不能了。

那些想要早点退休，当少奶奶或是半万富翁的，也得担心自己早退休比其他人先nua十几二十年会不会比较早得老人痴呆症？

anyway, 以前者的assumption来计算, 我们一生中一共花了三十七年在工作上。

所以我说啊，人活着的意义是什么啊？辛苦大半辈子赚来一大笔的钱，到最后都不够命来花。

有些人或许会认为这只不过是water half-filled还是half-empty的思想问题而已，但坦白说，不管你乐观还是悲观, 只剩下四五十年的人生确实是不争的事实啊。

所以现在的sotong, 每次一碰到难题的时候便会告诉自己: life is short, why think so hard?

是逃避现实也好，是悲观也好，但我觉得这样安抚自己，反而感到轻松许多。=p

读到了这，请大家不要揣测，我并没有心情不好。只不过本小姐刚刚吃了宵夜，所以比较多时间写些无伤大雅的废话而已。

我还是你们认识的那位疯女人。哈。

两位可爱的小妹妹长大了！

*I'm so random today...haha. oh whatever*

random post

2008-10-23T20:18:00.011+08:00

记得它吗？

对了！！！就是nyp FJ 的 oyster tamago!! *pls ignore that chunk of chilli powder on top* 哈哈。

那天专程回母校吃这个！ XD *超兴奋*

我超爱吃这个oyster tamago...开始工作后，和某猪到处去吃好料，可是就是找不到比这个好吃的omelette~~真的不知道uncle有什么秘诀咯。我跟某猪说，不如不做IT, 去跟uncle franchise开档买这个tamago算了。

*某猪吃的。好像是black pepper chicken*

*本小姐吃的*

啊！！！！好想再吃过！ *craves*

btw...当年的 FJ 已经变成什么kou fu 了。里面的装潢，是美的咯。

level 6 已经变成computer lab了。 shopping arcade 里面有giord*no。改变真的很大。

感觉自己真的老了。哈。

我还没吃光那里所有的食物哪！！

还有engineering canteen 的chicken chop+mushroom soup...business canteen的面线。。grinning gecko 的chicken alfredo sphagetti...yadah yadah...

hee....i will be back~! 哇哈哈哈哈哈。。

(^(00)^)V

2008-08-27T20:12:00.005+08:00

好久没blog了。

工作开始忙碌，在家里还是在工作。我甚至梦到自己在家里工作。

短短的三个星期，已经ot很多次，连weekend也在家里工作。*汗*

是恶心的咯。哈哈。

但我没有后悔啦，至少现在过得比以前充实多了。=）
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前天为两个同事庆祝farewell。

其中一位竟然是去d*** replace我以前的位置的。也就是说，我以前的所有工作，都会被handover给他。

世界真的好小。

我豪迈地跟他说，如果以后在新工作有什么问题的话可以尽管联络我。

说是说，但我却故意没给他我的联络方式。哈哈。

*sotong好狡猾 =p*

另外一位同事提醒他，说我没给他联络方式他要怎么联络我？

他却回答地干脆："我知道她的desk phone number what。。。”

哇。 *晕* 一山还有一山高。他赢了咯。
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前公司被现公司收购的消息在办公室被抄得沸沸扬扬。

da sotong读corporate email读到傻眼。

心想：“怎么可能！？！"

大家都在讨论内部整合会不会导致裁员？

即将去我的前公司代替我的那位同事，读了email, 他简直有欲哭无泪的感觉。哈哈。

我庆幸自己走的快 =x

其实我真正在乎的是，以后industry会变得更小。

下次换工作其实也没什么选择了。*T.T*

(^(00)^)

2008-08-05T21:50:00.004+08:00

在新公司上班也有两天了。

已经慢慢地习惯了这里的culture。

昨天新同事们带我去吃午餐。

同事:“这个是今天的menu，这里每天都换dish的。”
sotong: “braised chicken好吃吗？”
同事: “不错，还蛮好吃的，我们有吃过。”
sotong: “里面是什么来的？”
同事: “鸡肉lor...还有一盘饭。”

7个人，5个人选择吃一样的，sotong心想那应该蛮好吃的。

sotong心中picture了一盘很美味的chicken drumstick, 上面应该会淋上很sinful的mushroom sauce吧?

总之是一道好吃的西餐料理就对了。

等了许久，braised chicken终于来了。上面一盘饭正盖着那碗braised chicken。

饿坏了的sotong赶紧拿开盘子想立刻大快朵颐！

怎么知道。。。。。。。。

。。。。

*掀盘子*

！！！！！！！！！！！！

*怎么会是黑黑的law ba?!!!* (注：law ba 即卤肉）

*是不是搞错了？*

sotong一脸错愕地左看右看，同事们都已经开始吃了。

。。。。。。。。*无语*

law ba since when这么classy被人叫成braised chicken的！？！？！？！

真是的。

同事还跟我说蛮好吃的？

他可能很喜欢吃law ba。哈哈。 kns。

v(^（00）^)v

2008-07-21T20:38:00.006+08:00

两个星期前我递交了辞呈。

其实，为了辞职一事，我挣扎了许久。

一年前的我，走在这条路上满怀憧憬地来这面试。

一年后的我，仍然走在同一条路上，但这次，我是来递交辞呈的。

其实内心有万般不舍，毕竟，我已经习惯了那里的环境，及人与事。

离开自己的comfort zone, 本来就需要很多勇气。

但如果我选择安于现状，我可能永远都不会知道自己能飞多远。

所以，我选择起飞了。

祝福我吧。=D
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今天正是我为公司效劳的最后第二天。

早在上个星期同事们就帮我办了farewell lunch at Shin Kushiya。

那里的食物还真的蛮好吃的，尤其是串烧，so far 还真的是我吃过最好吃的。

highly recommended =)

以下是同事们送我的farewell gift:

hee....bear bear 还有报生纸的leh! (还真认真 =p）

bear bear's close up look =D

haha，i thought the bikini on the bear is super crappy. LOL.

大家真的有心了, 我真的很感动，我会好好珍惜你们的礼物的。

especially爱人和mario, 真的真的很谢谢你们。我其实好舍不得你们。

认识多久和有多了解彼此，有些时候不一定是成正比的。我们应验了这点。=）

无论如何，你们是我在d*t*最好的朋友。 We shared a lot, and we shall keep sharing! haha.

all the best in whatever you all do.

我会记得大家的。 =D

v(-(00)-)v

2008-06-16T22:02:00.021+08:00

it was 某猪’s birthday last friday~

we celebrated it at Lei Garden at chijmes.

nice ambience....and lengthy chinese dish names. haaa =X

excellent service although 某猪 and I were obviously under-dressed. haha...oh...nvm.

strongly recommended to those who like cantonese cuisine.

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next up was the singapore flyer~

magnificent view, except for the IR construction site that easily takes up 1/4 of the scenery.

compared to the cable car ride at sentosa, flyer does not offer as much privacy since there will be 20 over strangers squeezing with you in the cabin.

but then again, flyer is air-conditioned. =x

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first visit in my life to jurong bird park yesterday~

i've heard so much about the park, and i was expecting the park to be real smelly.

conclusion: i think bird park smells better than zoo leh =X

lazy parrot

Graceful swanpretty lory duck? he was a passer-by from nowhere. haha.
this sickening bird chose to shit on me out of 30 people!! dun let me see u again! ^&*%&%^& F4 wannabe
Flamingo park

not much to see at the park, if not for the bird shows, we would have left earlier.

but still, it was an enriching experience knowing more about birds that you don't usually see.

what's next?

maybe crocodile farm! =p

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2008-05-22T21:21:00.009+08:00

我们的地球到底怎么了？

四川的地震，缅甸和菲律賓的风灾，死了好多无辜的人。

几万人家破人亡，一瞬间一切化为乌有，那是什么样的感受？

这种心情，是处在地理位置优越的我们永远无法体会的。

这些天灾人祸是我们间接造成的吗？真的，我觉得人类好像在自作孽。

我无法想象我们的后代可能会经历的种种浩劫与灾难。

此刻就让我们为所有的死难者默哀一分钟吧。

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不知不觉工作了10个月。

10个月里，有好多人事变动。

后面来了位uncle, 老得可以当我爸。

刚开始觉得他蛮friendly的。

日子久了，我好想告诉他，“uncle, please don't overdo it.”

不知是否是他一个人太闷，他有事没事就转过来看我在做什么。

不然就是找机会和我聊天。

*=.=lllllllllllllllllll*

他每次一开始聊，就一发不可收拾。

“有吃早餐吗？吃什么？”

“昨天为什么你没有关电脑？”

“*指着我桌上的小风扇* 谁给你的？ ”

“你没有吃午餐啊？”

“你不需要去teabreak的啊？”

wah piang....*晕*

他还很喜欢说大道理，也不知道为什么他不说给他的孩子听？

大道理如下:

“早上不用吃太饱的，我们又不是耕田的。”

“你知道吗？现在的人，动不动就中cancer, 人要长命要。。。。*sotong auto shutdown中* ”

还有其他很多道理，由于版面有限，恕不记录。 >.<

更好笑的是，有一次去canteen，看到uncle整桌是满满的早餐。

*雪特！！！！！！！！！ *

uncle, 你不是说我们没耕田无需吃那么多吗？

uncle, you don't practise what you preach leh!

其实我知道uncle并没有恶意，但。。。。uncle, 忠言往往逆耳leh。 =p

他现在每转过来偷看我的电脑一次，我就画一划，5划写成一个正。

哈哈，等到他quit, 我就算我写了几个正，下次再告诉大家。

我。。。。是evil的咯。哈哈。

v(^（00）^)v

2008-05-12T20:17:00.004+08:00

今天的我，头痛发烧伤风喉咙痛。

早上妈妈闹钟又没响，她迟起，我上班也迟到。

但昨天的一场梦，令我整天都是好心情。

梦境里时凌晨三点二十八分。

我独自在客厅懒洋洋的躺在mattress上，等妈妈在厨房做完家务跟我一起睡。

mattress面对着客厅的窗口，窗口霎时间闪过很多黑影。

sotong: "妈！！外面好像有人！！"

equally胆小的sotong妈连忙跑进客厅，开了客厅的灯就没有做什么了。

大门传来插钥匙进门孔的声音，即陌生又熟悉。

sotong: "妈！！好像有人要进来！！！”

sotong妈终于鼓起勇气去开门，只见爸爸手里拿着钥匙，正打算开门，一脸错愕的看着匆匆忙忙开门的我们。

梦里的我，看见爸爸即开心又欣慰。

爸爸跟在世的时候一样，头发全白，走路缓慢，穿着平日最喜欢的短袖上衣及短裤，我差点就忘了他已离开人世了。

sotong: "爸！！你有没有好好？为什么这么晚？”（这是我们家惯用的交谈方式）

爸爸淡淡地对着我微笑，只轻轻地说了声：“有”。

爸爸平时本来就不多话，梦里的他，却显得格外慈祥。

后来，爸爸就缓缓地走进厨房，凝视了四周一会儿，跟在他身后的我，便半开玩笑地问他：

“爸！为什么没有染头发？"

爸爸转过头，这次比刚才笑得灿烂:“没有啦"。

sotong: "爸，你有没有工作？ ”(sotong深怕热爱工作的他，会在九泉之下开摊卖咸鸭蛋。）

爸爸：*微笑摇摇头* "没有。”

后来sotong就不知道发生什么事了，醒得很突兀，我好像突然什么也不记得。

醒来后赶快告诉妈妈我所梦到的一切，她只说：

“那件衣服和裤子是你爸入殓时穿的，你爸过了这么久，终于让你梦到了。”

本来以为是自己胡思乱想才会梦到爸爸，但听了之后还是愣了许久。

但愿这场梦是真的。

v(-(00)-)v

2008-05-05T21:15:00.009+08:00

已经过了第五个星期了。

上个星期，有一只很小的蝴蝶飞进我家停在厨房的一个角落。

妈妈每次坐在地板切菜的时候，我爸就爱蹲在同样的角落跟妈妈聊天。

是一个我们都很熟悉的角落。

那只小蝴蝶看起来好虚弱，不是很飞得动，盘旋了一会儿，就累得停下来。

从早上一停就停至傍晚，在我放工回来之前就飞走了。

说我迷信也好，思念过度也好，我就不怕你笑我，我深信那是爸回来看妈。

那为什么爸爸偏偏在我上班出门后才来，下班到家之前又飞走？

因为爸爸一向来都知道我超怕昆虫类。

哈哈，爸~ 下次变个别的好吗？
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五月一号是妹妹的生日。

她是我们家的小酷妹，想要逗她笑，还真的蛮困难的。

~~ 一脸疑惑的妹妹~~

~~ 妹妹对蛋糕似乎比较有兴趣 ~~

~~ 我们长得像不像？ ~~

~~ with tudungs ~~ (其实是毛巾 =p)

~~ 一脸奸臣样的妹妹 ~~

其实最近去了些好玩的地方，待我心情好些再blog吧 =）

v(^（00）-)

2008-04-07T11:49:00.005+08:00

爸, 一路好走。

养育之恩只有来生再报了。

你永远都活在我心中，我也会永远记得所有和你相处过的点点滴滴。

下辈子我们再当一家人好吗? =）

爱你的女儿，
美芬

v(^（00）^)v

2008-03-26T21:49:00.006+08:00

最近在巴士上又遇到了色狼。

我知道很难以相信，毕竟我这种虎背熊腰，嘴巴比鼻子大，鼻子又比眼睛大，总之全身比例完全很salah的女生，要在一年内碰到两次molester, 其实还真的蛮难的。哈哈。

还好这次sotong警觉性提高了，再被摸之前就发现身旁的男士有异样。

这次的molester其实张得还相当正常，sotong其实本来根本就没有提妨他。

直到。。。。。

旁边的那为男士突然用了一个相当奇怪的方法来握他手中的报纸。

男子交叉着双手，把报纸夹在这两者之间假装睡觉。

sotong起了疑心，也开始交叉双手挡住重要部位。

说时迟那时快，藏在他左手下的右手掌慢慢的伸了过来，这时的我晃然大悟，原来他的报纸是为了遮掩他那龌龊的右手！

这位molester心机怎么那么重啊！！

重要的那一刹那，sotong故意大声咳了一声，molester突然发现自己好像已经事迹败露，马上下车。

希望身边的女性多多提妨这类molester, 你可能就是他们的下一个目标。

*怎么听起来有点像在主持绳之以法? 哈哈。

v(^（00）^)v

2008-03-20T19:55:00.008+08:00

v(T(00)T)v

2008-02-26T20:45:00.008+08:00

首先，要谢谢大家的关心，你们真的有心了。 =）

最近的心情确实欠佳, 看着别人全家大小乐融融，我会突然掉下感慨的眼泪。

遗憾为何一家从来不曾一起出去玩，遗憾为何他连别的国家都没去过，遗憾为何辛苦了大半辈子正当能开始享清福的时候，这一切就发生了。

他的身体一向健壮，患病之后，他的体重从之前75公斤的肥胖身躯瘦至现在的45公斤。

我其实很震撼，不了解为何好好的一个人，可以在少过一年内病得如此凄凉。

人生突然变得无常，一个人事业家庭再成功，时间一到了，想多留一刻都不行。

医生们已经放弃一切治疗，说难听的，我们只是在等那一刻的到来。

大家除了当事人以外其实都已经做好心理准备。

life must goes on, i'll remain strong as always.
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最近和某猪去escape theme park玩，暂时把不愉快的心情抛在一旁。

这次和上次的分别是，我们分别玩了两次pirate ship和两次rainbow。
我们先玩rainbow，再玩pirate ship.

患有些许惧高症的sotong, 竟然敢敢挑战海盗船的最后第二个座位，因为觉得上次坐最后第三个座位不够过瘾。

真的好刺激，当别人在尖叫的时候，我在狂笑~ 哈哈，呃。。毕竟每个人的宣泄方式不同啦~

玩了海盗船，过后又去玩go-kart。过后下了一场倾盆大雨，我们就决定去吃点东西。

雨又停了，发神经的我又把某猪拉去玩了第二次的海盗船。

下来之后，我只觉得晕到想吐，某猪也一样。

后来觉得真的不行了，一下船就去找厕所把所有吃过的点心吐了出来。

sotong不罢休，再拉某猪玩了第二次的rainbow。

只见某猪脸青唇白，一脸想吐的样子, sotong也开始举白旗了。

之后两人瘫坐在burger king,久久不能恢复。哈哈。

为了sotong, 某猪真的是舍命陪君子姑娘, 某猪你又辛苦了。

v(T(00)T)v

2008-02-18T21:22:00.001+08:00

接近一个月没写了。

家里发生了很多事。

当每个人在家里开开心心地过年时，我却往两间医院跑。

什么团圆饭啦，拜年啦，一概和我扯不上关系。

总之，今年过年的心情特别不一样，只有我和妈妈在家里，团什么圆。

每个人都病倒了，nana还因为发高烧大年初一来我家拜年后，顺便被我们送进医院一住就是五天。

nana的妹妹也在发高烧，在我家住了三天。

老爸突然不舒服，也在医院住了一星期。

我妈，我哥，我嫂嫂，总之就是全家，都病倒了。

我自己在两个星期内拿了3天病假，submit mc 都paiseh。

祸不单行的鼠年。咳。

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原以为每个人都出院后就可以回到平常的生活。

怎么知道后来又接到一则令全家人晴天霹雳的坏消息。

我还是有点无法接受这个事实，我相信大家都一样。

知道消息后放下电话的那一刻，眼泪不由自主地滑了下来。

最残忍的莫过于当事人自己不知道，还一直告诉家人他已经在康复当中，深不知自己的情况其实已经很糟。

面对这种令人讽刺地乐观，我只能强颜欢笑并支吾以对。

突然觉得和他的合照很少。
突然觉得经常和他顶嘴的我太不应该。
突然觉得和他相处的时间少之又少。
突然觉得现在一切都来不及了。

没别的感觉，只有悲伤，和满满的遗憾。

v(^（00）^)v

2008-01-22T21:25:00.000+08:00

不知不觉已经工作了半年。

在公司遇到大学时computing的schoolmates其实是常有的事。

至今已遇见五六位，其中一位曾经和我一起做过project的schoolmate虽然时常和我擦肩而过，但总是没机会和她寒暄几句。

机缘巧合下才发现原来她是我的同事的朋友的朋友。（听起来好像很乱，哈哈）叫她M好了。

刚好M和同事的朋友走在一起，而我和同事也刚好和她们走同样的路，自然地我的同事便和她的朋友边走边聊。

只见M不自然地加快脚步有意想把我们抛在后头。

我唐突地向同事的朋友打听是否她就是我说的那个名字。

确认了后，我便叫住我的朋友。

通常在这个时候，只会发生两种情况。

其一，朋友开开心心地与我三八式地相认并寒暄几句。
其二，朋友假装失忆，表情诧异地问我们是在那里认识的，并且问我贵姓。

你们猜猜看我的朋友有哪种反应?
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。
。
。
以上皆非！！！

da sotong: “。。。*喊出名字*”
M：*慢三拍转头*“呃~~~~~”
da sotong: “你不记得我了？”
M：*摇头*

这时的da sotong确实有点恼羞成怒，毕竟M最近才add自己去facebook啦，friendster啦，msn啦。甚至还有她的手机号码。

da sotong: "怎么可能不记得，在n*s我们还一起做CS xxxx的project。"
M: *超冷静* “真的不记得。”
da sotong: *不罢休地碎碎念* "less than 1 year ago lor...before graduate 才做的project..怎么可能"
M: "=.=llll"

当下的心情是极度愤怒并且对她的反应感到极度百思不解。

分道扬镳之前，还依稀听见她无辜地对同事的朋友说“我真的不记得叻~”

她不自然地肢体语言告诉我，她其实根本就认得我吗!

#$%^$%^&^&&%*&*%^%^%$#$%#$%^

废物！搞得我好像想跟她装熟一样！！！去死吧！

是不是要我当场提醒她，当年因为她不负责任的行为，project差点夭折，真的差点没被她害惨了，她才记得我。

语毕， “她”现在从我的acquaintance list降级成陌生人。

忘了告诉大家，da sotong虽然很迷糊, 但我记名字及脸孔的记性特别的好，在外头几乎每次都是我先认得小学朋友和中学朋友的。

所以下次在外头看到我，如果不想与我“相认”，千万走远一点。哈哈。

v(^（00）^)v

2008-01-07T21:44:00.000+08:00

德士费起价后，最近的你还有搭cab吗?

前几天我才刚搭过。

一上车就$2.80, 撇开附加费先不谈，每二十秒跳两毛钱就已经很“惊心动魄 ”。

整个车程，我一直都在盯着meter看， $3.00 , $3.20, $3.40.......$8.60.......

突然间脑海里浮现着银角张了翅膀飞走的画面。*=.=llll*

突然间觉得搭德士很奢侈。

突然间觉得以后除非可以claim, 还是尽量不要搭德士，练练脚力也好。

anyway...

最可恶的是，半途中，邪恶的taxi uncle还在德士里放了个没声音但超级无敌臭的屁。赢了咯

uncle你静静不出声，以为我会不知道你放屁meh?!

昨天在报章上有一则报道是说其实德士司机是有权利给折扣的。

早知道叫那位放屁的taxi uncle给我discount咯。雪特！！

v(^（00）^)v

2007-12-31T20:42:00.000+08:00

2007的最后一天，很快的，转眼又是一年。

今年和往年过年的气氛不一样，可能因为需要工作，所以没什么心情庆祝。

往年还在念书的我，过年就象征自己在学业上又升了一级。今年的我，过年就只是我可以休息的一个公共假期。

我怀念幼儿园时整天被其他小孩欺负的我。
我怀念那时妈妈总是站在教室门口等着即将放学的我。
我怀念当时可以整天坐在客厅自己跟自己玩耍的我。
我怀念每次妈妈去工作必定站在门口大哭的我。

我怀念小学时总是不把学业成绩当一回事的我。
我怀念休息时每次拿一大堆玉米喂学校后院那两只母鸡的我。
我怀念和同学被老师罚站在桌子上叽叽喳喳讲个没完的我。
我怀念每次考完试后就只是去学校和朋友玩five stones和跳飞机的我。

我怀念中学时时常在班上唱歌给其他同学听的我。
我怀念当时在最好的班级考倒数第十名的我。
我怀念放学时不回家温书宁可在外面和同学溜达一整天的我。
我怀念那时拿O水准成绩时庆幸自己能够勉强考进理工学院的我。

我怀念理工学院时为学业拼死拼活的我。
我怀念当时为了专题作业可以一整天呆在学校迟回的我。
我怀念那时为了准备考试可以一整晚不睡觉的我。
我怀念实习和fypj时和朋友们整天胡闹的我。

我怀念大学时几次读书读到崩溃大哭的我。
我怀念那时无论上什么课几乎天天都迟到的我。
我怀念当时为了babysitting根本没时间做作业的我。
我怀念当时上课时几乎每次都打瞌睡被朋友笑的我。

如果没有之前的种种经历，也就不能造就现在的自己。
所以我认为每一天，其实都是值得纪念的，毕竟我们不会再经历第二个今天了。

不过，缅怀了之后，大家还是要继续为未来奋斗! =D

来年我没有什么伟大的志向，只希望人人都能身体健康，事事如愿。

(^(00)^)

2007-12-21T20:38:00.000+08:00

昨天和某猪去游乐场。

原本很累的sotong看到那些大人所谓childish的游戏整个人就兴奋起来。

玩了很多游戏，不过花了最多钱在这架骗钱的机器上。

sotong很想得到上面那只鸭鸭，后来听说只要肯砸钱就会eventually中jackpot。

每次需要scoop糖果上来在放在一个slide进slide出的板子，然后再靠板子slide出推糖果下来，糖果必须击中一个arrow, 然后中间那个圆圆的meter就会randomly转到一个号码，号码就会决定中间的vertical meter会上升几个格子。

有二十个格子，但当然还是希望会直接hit jackpot, 或者几个2或3也好。这样就不用花足二十块了。

怎么知道，我们真的玩了足足二十次!！

不要提jackpot, 连2和3一次都没hit到，是骗钱的咯！

but but but....由于是我和某猪和机器大战二十几回合才赢到的，所以特别珍惜这只鸭鸭。

某猪为了这两只鸭鸭，真的破费了。真的谢谢某猪, 你的诚意我感受到了，你的钱包在流泪我也看到了。哈哈。 =D

战利品 I

比较大只的有half of my body length, 可能我本身比较矮小，所以我觉得鸭鸭很大！

anyway, 由于我们玩了二十几次，机器的出口全部都是糖果。

这袋糖果只不过是我们赢到的一半，另一半在某猪那里。

一年不用买mentos了。哈哈哈哈。

战利品 II

再这之前又heng heng只花了一元就吊到lilo and stitch。

可是我没看那部电影，也不知道这两只娃娃的名字。

战利品 III

真的是满载而归，自己用劳力赢到的东西，特别有成就感。哈哈。

(^(00)^)

2007-12-18T21:10:00.000+08:00

昨天又MC了。

3rd time in 2 weeks，我是衰的咯。

sotong泻了整整12次，更糟的是，家里的马桶是蹲式的，泻肚子还顺便练脚力。=.=lllll

腿真的都软了。

不过，现在sotong已经完全好了。
咳。。真是祸不单行。
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奇迹发生了！！！！！！！！奇迹发生了！！！！！！！！

是某猪缔造了奇迹！

被humpty dumpty附身以久的da sotong终于会骑脚踏车了！！！

多亏某猪耐心的教导，sotong不放弃的精神, 向不同人学了3次的我，第4次终于学会了。

虽然摔了两次跤，现在遍体鳞伤，但是值得的。

偶尔还不是很稳，而且转弯还是不太行，但至少我已经不需要有人在旁边standby扶我了！

yeah!! 以后可以常常去骑脚踏车了！

(T(00)T)

2007-12-13T13:31:00.000+08:00

i only work for 2 days this week. MC for 2 days and i was on leave on monday.

=.=

great. guess i ate too much recently. retribution.

i suspect it's food poisoning but the doctor can't conclude much from his diagnosis.

i get this nauseous feeling 4 to 5 hours after each meal.

then i'll puke...and it seems like nothing of what i ate got digested. what the hell.

anyway since i have the whole afternoon to waste away...i shall share some photos taken outside amk hub last weekend.

for those of you who don't know, amk hub snows every weekend til christmas from 6.30pm - 7pm.

bubbles coming from the santa clause

snowing beside santa clause

nana and her soapy head. just look at the floor beside her.

my head ended up like nana's. i looked super silly...but what to do? I am nana's bodyguard.

i shall hereby advise you not to go lest you get tripped by the extremely slippery soap bubbles a.k.a snow.

i love snow...not the fake soapy ones of 'cos...but i mean real snow.

maybe when i'm older i'll travel to north pole and stay there for awhile? haha.

but first i must get my passport done first.

i still remember 1 of my poly lecturer giving me a very stunned look when i told him i don't have passport. and i had to forgo a cruise trip...i tink?

i'm not lying. i really don't have one.

so be thankful if you have gone abroad before, even if it has to be genting.

not everyone is as lucky. i sadly belong to the unlucky group. haha.

i vividly remember my pri sch teacher asking everyone to think about a country we've been to and describe the country to the class the next day.

at that point i felt my classmates would look down on me if i said "i've been to no where".

so i lied. and ironically my brother was the one who taught me how to lie. haha.

hmm..anyway i've come to terms with the fact that it isn't a shameful thing.

so next time, when ppl say they don't have a passport, don't give them the ridiculous look, because who knows they really might not have one.

(T(00)T)

2007-12-06T21:43:00.000+08:00

i will be blogging in english for today.

my lappy's adapter died on me yesterday, so i have to make do with my turtle speed Amd Duron + 256mb RAM + 40gb disk space PC.

the characters apparently cannot catch up with my typing speed.
i cannot believe i developed all my poly and uni projects on this pathetic piece of junk, running VS.net, tomcat, eclipse and what-not.

it's amazing.

anyway, what about my adapter? I don't know.
the warranty expired 3 mths ago. and now i have to pay for the stupid adapter which costs around 30 bucks, and if were to get something compatible from Sim lim, maybe 40 dollars more.

the former seemed to be the obvious choice and i decided to call up d*ll and enquire about the purchase.

3 times i called at different intervals between 9am to 3pm.
i was redirected by the customer service officer to the technical support ppl.
and it just so happens that all the technical support ppl are busy and i was asked to leave my contact and email for 3 times.

yes, 3 times.

i waited for almost a day and no one revert back to me. kns.

being the impatient sotong as always, i called back for the 4th time.

cust svr offr: *blabs everything in rocket speed* "hello...this is.....yada yada yada....how can I assist you?"

da sotong: "hi, i just want to let you know this is the 4th time i'm calling to find out regarding the purchase of power adapter. I left my contact number 3 times and no one revert back to me, are the technical support ppl really so busy? you people are really wasting my time."

cust svr offr: *suddenly turns polite* ".......oh..we're so sorry....really very sorry...."

and after she apologise for uncountable times...she finally redirected me to a technical support officer. the latter sounded uber friendly, maybe because she was told i sounded pissed~

she then told me that the adapter takes 7 - 10 days to ship and i proceeded to ask her whether i can purchase the power adapter from d*ll's retail store at funan or suntec.

technical support offr: "oh sorry, i dunno whether the retail store has this adapter."
da sotong: *=.=* "then can you check the retail store?"
technical support offr: "oh sorry..we don't have the retail store's number."

=.=llllll
since her reply was damn ridiculous, i tried searching for the retail store's number on my own, but to no avail.

i gave up the idea of buying the adapter from retail store.

hai. gotta wait for 7 days before i can blog in chinese again.

til then.

(@(00)@)

2007-12-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

昨天和某猪去pasir ris park，本来是要去看sunset的，后来却被成sotong clumsy-cycling session.

心血来潮要某猪教我骑脚踏车，本来看来蛮有信心教会我的某猪，看我摇摇晃晃连pedal都没踩到就不稳后，开始心灰意冷。

我必须承认他真的尽力了，哈哈。

但由于我的平衡感真的是超级无敌的差，某猪一放手我就buay balance~。 *汗*

学了两个小时，连1 metre都cycle不到，我。。是sia suay的咯。

某猪：“try to balance~~~”sotong: *无辜眼神* “怎么balance?!!”

我问了很多令他听了很无语的问题。我知道有些问题很common-sensical, 但是我真的不懂怎么balance。 =.=

哈哈，幸好某猪很有耐性，可是两个小时下来。。。。。。

某猪： *无奈* “我觉得。。。你真的不适合骑脚踏车。"

！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

连某猪的这么说，自己听了真的有些灰心。这时正好有一位3到4岁的小妹妹也刚好在我面前学骑脚踏车，我傻傻地望着她，不一会儿，她竟然在十分钟内学会了！

废物！连小妹妹都这么厉害！简直是种讽刺吗!!!

@$@#$@%$^#%&^%&*

不行！我不可以轻易放弃，所以我决定下个星期再学过。不成功便成仁！！

某猪：辛苦你了，你上坡的时候那副很吃力的脸我都看到了！哈哈。

几乎被我们踩坏的D5, 它辛苦了。

现在sotong的屁股痛得要命，都是D5惹得祸。

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后来去那里的一间以dining by the beach搞噱头的餐馆享用晚餐。

听起来很romantic对不对？

*pUI!*

整个restaurant好像power failure忘记买candle咯，暗到看不见东西。

还好某猪的handphone有超亮的flash light，不然点菜我真的想随便point一个dish就算了。

真是的。

拿menu等10分钟，等waitress来点菜10分钟，等dish serve15分钟。

best part is chicken wing 上桌了没有给fork and knife。

搞什么嘛！

我知道你们环保，但本小姐不喜欢在餐厅用手吃鸡翅膀行不行！

后来跟一名waitress request fork and knife，她看着我点了点头say ok.

等了许久，我发现该waitress忙着serve别人。

sotong发怒了，把她叫来，她竟然。。。。

waitress：“oh~~ sorry sorry.....i forgot i forgot"

*怒火中烧*

后来刀叉来了，她却发现忘记给我们盘子和餐巾，又倒头回来。

连foot bill都慢，某猪的card一去不回。

简直是一群废物。

不只我们有同感，隔壁两桌的客人，他们也频频serve wrong dish。

某猪也发火了，某猪竟然问她有没有service charge, 因为我们都认为they don't deserve the service charge.

幸好他们没有收service charge，不然别怪本小姐去消费者协会complain他们。

后来塔cab回家，又碰到无理的德士司机。

新加坡的服务业真的应该做一做检讨。

PS: sotong并不是爱投诉的人，我只是对服务业非常讲究，不是我爱吹毛求疵，只不过我认为，如果要在服务业工作，就要确保自己的服务达到一定的水准，无论有没有service charge, 对客人服务好本来就是自己的本份。别装得好像顾客上辈子欠了你一样。

(@(00)@)

2007-11-26T21:19:00.001+08:00

很快很快。。。烦了许久的DND终于落幕了！

猜猜da sotong后来有没有出席DND呢？
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哒喇！！没有叻！！！！

哈哈。虽然有好些朋友一直劝da sotong去，可是由于da sotong很固执，所以最后还是一意孤行了。

但是！ da sotong也没有为了自己的任性而浪费了八十八元！*毕竟自己也还在负债当中*

hur hur~ 后来sotong很贱地只去mark attendance就跑人了。=p

很两全其美吧！我是卑鄙的咯~ 哈哈。

故事的寓意就是，通常当我问人意见，其实我自己已经做决定了，除非你说的很有道理，不然要说服da sotong其实并不容易。毕竟，我从来就不会人云亦云~

lalalalalalala, having said all that..

其实当天早上，da sotong心里还是有点想去的。

由始至终，我担心的只是我会很孤独。

当天早上。。

da sotong习惯性地像往常一样一到office就先去上个厕所。

这时，邀我去DND的同事正好迎面走来。

da sotong心想：“对他来个灿烂的微笑，如果他问起DND的话，今晚我就去！”*da sotong常常喜欢玩这种无聊的游戏*

*da sotong flashing ISO9000 微笑中*

*某同事目无表情地帮da sotong开门后冷冷地走过da sotong*

*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

今晚DND会和我同桌的同事竟然不睬我！！！

他到底是昨晚打麻将输钱，还是我长得太丑令他觉得对我笑简直是在侮辱自己？*抓狂中*

这令我下定了决心，告诉自己，DND真的是去不得的。 *纳闷中*

anyway, 我庆幸自己没去，最后和001叙了叙旧，反而觉得更充实，更有意义。=D

我还是ti-ki的da sotong。哈哈。

(^(00)^) 我是幸福的

2007-11-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

啦啦啦~~~

今天da sotong二十二岁啦~~*throws confetti*

哈哈。

今天特地请了一天假慰劳自己。

前几年的生日也正值考试期间，根本没有好好地放松自己庆祝一下。*=D*

thanks to everyone who sent their birthday greetings. 你们真的有心了。 =）

很多很久没联络的小学朋友中学朋友也捎来简讯，真的很开心。

大哥也特地回来帮我庆祝生日，谢谢啦~ =D

da sotong好喜欢过生日，生日当天大家都尊我为上，是爽的咯。=p

明天会跟某猪去庆祝庆祝。 =D

快十二点了，生日快过了，祝自己生日快乐吧！！

*以上的图案是在office闲着没事的时候画的，我够无聊吧 =x*

(-(00)-)lll

2007-11-13T21:20:00.000+08:00

下个星期就是公司的DND了。

并不是compulsory的，现在的你是不是在想，那我到底烦个什么劲儿？

其实早在数月前，就有关于这个event的email。

我看了看，其实心里早已决定不去了。

没想到，隔天“好同事 ”竟然过来我的座位说了句相当劲爆的
"我们的table不够人，你要不要join我们？”

我愣了一下，但心想“既然现在距离event还有三个月，可能还有机会和他们混熟。”

就这样，我被推入了一个“假如我不去，就要“捐" 八十八元给公司" 的火坑。

雪特！！！！

因为从那次以后，他们就没有再和我交谈了。

原本以为他们说 "table不够人”是为了找一个好听的借口不让我觉得尴尬。

怎么知道，搞了半天，竟然是da sotong自作多情。

因为他们好像是table真的不够人！ *郁闷*

怎么办啦，不去要赔钱。
去的话，又要跟九个从来就没有交谈过的人坐在一起吃饭。

而且，今年的theme又不许大家穿黑色。（不要问我为什么，可能总裁觉得每个人穿黑像在吊丧吧。)

到底烦不烦啦。*T.T*

虽然说有穿就好，可是总怕自己会under-dressed或over-dressed。

但话又说回来，谁会注意我？

我只是一只不起眼的da sotong, 就算不穿也没人会多看一眼啦。哈哈。

hmmm....其实最大的问题不在于服饰，it's more towards我在会场要发霉两个小时。 *超级郁闷*

心里真的有千万分的不愿意，所以很想赔钱了事。

但会不会太奢侈了点？

(^(00)^)lllllllllllll

2007-11-12T21:08:00.000+08:00

这个post不会是好笑的，没兴趣就甭读了。

今天在杂志上习惯性地读了关于自己星座的一些资料。

“天蝎座的女子很有压制情绪的本事，即使心里很伤痛，表面还是很平静，如果她不想让你知道的话，你根本就看不出来。在遭遇强烈打击的时候，天蝎座的人可以冷静的像冰山。好强的天蝎座，似乎任何事都担当的起，但只有他们心里最清楚，他们其实活的比别人辛苦。。。”

如果你认识我，你同意以上吗？

最近和要好的朋友在电话上聊了很久。几个小时的谈话，我必须承认，最近情绪紧绷的我，真的感觉心情轻松多了。

我们从来就不是那种常常见面或通电话的朋友。
甚至夸张到，有时一两年才见一次面。
但我们彼此却非常有默契，有时我不说，她也知道我在想什么。
她有时甚至比我更了解我自己。

上次的谈话，她一语道破，坦白地告诉我说其实我那种很 'geng' (意指:压抑）的性格其实并不健康。

表面上笑着，不代表我不难过。
言语间常开自己的玩笑，何尝不是对自己情绪的一种讽刺。
然而，我只是选择把自己快乐的一面呈现给大家而已。

当悲伤再也无法用言语来形容用表情来表达，可能写在心中就是最佳的抒发途径。
我不常把自己的问题跟朋友分享，甚至要好朋友我都选择沉默。
真的并不是不信任朋友，我只是不喜欢让大家跟我一起烦而已。
而且怕自己说着说着哭起来，大家都被我搞得不知说措，何必呢？

所以，往往都是时过境迁，当朋友问起，我才选择透露。

我并不喜欢懦弱的自己，当然也不让别人看到我懦弱的一面。

我一直都相信，时间会抚平一切的情绪。

朋友们近日来的关心我真的心领了，我现在真的很好。 =）

（^（00)^)V

2007-11-10T00:26:00.000+08:00

最近接了通特别的电话。

陌生人："喂? 你好~ 你会讲华语吗?"
da sotong: "会啊。请问那位？ ”
陌生人："我们是马来西亚的博朗电器公司，我们打算在新加坡开设旗舰店，可以请你做个简单的访问吗？

da sotong 当时正好有空，决定和她玩下去。 *有时，我蛮无聊的，哈哈*

访问结束后，她说会把我的手机号码输入电脑，以后旗舰店在新加坡开张后，我可以凭手机号码领取一项赠品。

说得跟真的一样，蛮pro的咯。

两天后，这家所谓的电器公司又打来了。
问我能不能明天出席他们在吉隆坡的旗舰店开幕仪式。
我当然谢绝了，她就请求我请我的祖宗十八代如果有空可以去开幕仪式看看，因为有大抽奖。
这次da sotong问她，怎么拿到自己的手机号码？
她回说：“噢，我们从00000000打到99999999。很幸运的王小姐您接电话。”

*hur hur hur hur*

隔天，这家公司又打来了。*到底烦不烦啊*
她说她现在在开幕会场，问我有没有在现场。
还说我的手机号码中奖了，问我能不能亲自去领奖。
我说不可以，还故意问她，奖品是否能邮寄至我家，她爽快地回说没问题，明天等活动结束后会有工作人员再与我联络。

竖日，她真的又打来了。
陌生人："喂? 王小姐吗？我是博朗电器公司打来的。您的手机号码昨天在我们的活动现场被电脑抽中，赢得了一台笔记型电脑。您能够亲自下来领取吗？”
da sotong ：“没有可能，能够邮寄至我的家吗？"
陌生人："可以啊，我只需要王小姐您的住址。"

*这时，电话的谈话一直断断续续，background noise听见很多电话在响，内容大概如以下：
“噢~~~！陈小姐啊，对对对，您的洗衣机已经送过去了。您真幸运，这么轻易地就得到一台洗衣机。”

*哇，未免也太假了啦。*

da sotong : “在我给你我的地址之前，能否和您查证贵公司的注册号码?"
陌生人 : “由于本公司现在还在注册当中，所以现在还没有注册号码。”
da sotong : "网址呢？总该有吧？”
陌生人 : “本公司的网页现在还在设立当中，所以还没有网页可以咨询。”
da sotong : "那我要怎么证明您不是诈骗集团？”
陌生人 : *恼羞成怒* “王小姐，您到底是怎么了？为什么现在一直质问本公司的公信度？”
da sotong : "哦，没有啦，警务人员通常都有这种职业病。”

后来，陌生的坏人可能在电话的另一端吓到siam sai, 急急忙忙找了个借口便挂电话了。

我的笔记型电脑的free gift从此也不知去向。哈哈。

敢惹本小姐，她没死过！！

(-(00)-)lll

2007-11-01T19:24:00.000+08:00

今天又去那个狗不拉屎，鸟不生蛋的地方。

如果你一直都有读我的blog，你会知道我指的是什么地方。

竟然是第二次去了，sotong想try try看别的route会不会比较短。

依稀记得上次在巴士上看到后面几个stop好像有bus 853，所以今天决定试一试。

跟上司道别后，sotong就开开心心的往下一个bus stop走去。

到了下一个bus stop, 发现没有bus 853。

愣了一下，心想：“可能是next stop"。就这样一直走下去，边走边和老妈讲电话。（哈哈，我跟我老妈很多话讲的。）

由于前一天charge handphone忘记开电，battery只剩下两个bar。*等于没charge到*

不知不觉，很快的，handphone就没电了。

才发现自己已经走了4个bus stop。*汗流浃背的sotong*

还是不见853的踪影，sotong有点慌了。

大家都知道sotong是大路痴。

可是在这种狗不拉屎的环境，也没人给我问路。

sotong只好硬着头皮一直走下去。

走到精疲力尽，水壶没水了，午餐也因为忙着debug codes只吃了一个豆沙包饿得快咬自己的肉了。头也开始痛了。手机也没电了。

sotong突然好想家。

就这样。。。。我走了40分钟的路，整整9个bus stop。*吐奶中*

我终于到了！！！！！！！！！！！！！！ *泪眼盈眶，超感动*

可是！

定神一看，bus stop有的是852, 不是853啦!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 妈啊~~~~~~~~

搞什么飞机吗！！！！！！啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 谁来救我啊！！！！

原本心想：“没事！既然852 是去yishun的，打给某猪问路好了”

兴高采烈拿出手机，才愕然想起手机没电了！！！！

啊~~~~~~~~！！

算了，take cab回家好了。

打开钱包，发现自己没有足够的现金。

啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~！！！

真的是衰到lao sai~~~~。

后来sotong跟它拚了，决定take 852看它带我到ang mo kio的那里。

怎么知道，累过头的sotong, 一上巴士就睡着了。

一醒来就发现自己在ang mo kio一个熟悉的角落。

啊！！！！！！！好开心！！！

sotong连忙下车转bus回家去也！

傻人有傻福啊。。。我还是ti gong kia!! 哈哈~

回到家告诉爸爸妈妈自己的流浪记。

爸爸：“哇，走9个站，厉害叻你，你以后可以从家里走到Junction 8了~~”

爸爸：“如果你一直走不到那个852的bus stop, 你可能会一直相信下一个就会有，一直走到ang mo kio叻。”

*累坏了的sotong无言以对*

果然没有浪得虚名，我不愧是sotong。

(^(00)^)lllllllllllll

2007-10-30T21:17:00.000+08:00

昨天发生了一件意外的事。

突然有一位跟我一样office的小姐跟我说了声“hello"

da sotong 吓了一跳，虽然经常看见这位小姐，但她从来都不曾向我微笑。

我愣了一会儿，回过神才对她微笑，也忘了回招呼。*=.=lllll*

后来告诉自己下次经过她一定要向她微笑，毕竟人家都主动了。

今天到office才坐下来没多久同事就来座位找我。

同事:"你每次都一个人吃饭啊？？"
sotong: "呃。。对啊，通常都打包回来吃。。"
同事："为什么不要跟他们出去吃?" *指着对面的好同事*
sotong: "呃。。”
同事："你不是认识他们咯？？那时看到你们在那个room外面。"

*他指的是那时上司来介绍的时候*

sotong: "呃。。。不要啦。。上司走了他们就好像又不认识了。”*无奈的表情*
同事："哎哟。。。不要一个人吃啦。。。一个人吃不好啦~~"
sotong: "为什么？一个人吃，吃饱了还可以睡午觉叻。"
同事："话是这么说啦。。可是工作在office, 吃饭在office，哎哟。。。。”
sotong: "不会啦，我习惯了，不要紧啦。”
同事："不可以不可以，来~ 我介绍人给你认识。。一次生两次熟。”
sotong: "不要啦~~~ 他们*指着对面的好同事*那时已经介绍过了。" *猛摇头*
同事："来啦~~~~~"

跟他哈拉了半天，我真的拿他没辙，只好跟着他让他介绍人给我认识。

怎么知道，他介绍昨天跟我说嗨的那位小姐。*汗*

后来才发现，原来是那位小姐去告诉我的同事我每天一个人吃午餐。

我有点无奈，一个人吃午餐这种小事，这么一搞，好像成了什么不得了的事。

连对面那些好同事也一直望过来，议论纷纷。*=.=llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll*

本来以为午餐时间那位小姐会过来叫我一起吃午餐。

我等了又等，始终等不到。

到最后，我还是被打回原型自己去吃。

其实有很多事情我想不通，想不通为什么同事不直接叫我跟他一起吃？反而介绍人陪我吃？

哈哈，我真的有这么糟糕吗？

我终于了解范阿姐对郑阿姐说的那句“我们只是同事，不是朋友。”了。

从小到大我的comm skill都不错的，至少我中学到poly的时期，朋友还蛮多的。

只不过长大了，反而不再喜欢应酬人。

这是好事也是坏事。

(@(00)@)

2007-10-27T14:07:00.000+08:00

was on the way home after work as usual on the bus.

despite the loud music i was blasting into my ears, i could still hear the auntie behind me talking extremely loudly on the phone.

and i mean REAL loud.

it was as if she wanted everyone to know that she had juz found a handphone at her workplace.

auntie: "eh lo....ah...i pik up the phone...you no how to come serangoon?.....serangoon ah....ah...you no serangoon...?"

i figured she juz anyhow-o-how called SOMEONE in the phonebook of that handphone and wanted that SOMEONE to pick it up from her.

awhile later.....

auntie: "eh lo....ah.....i pik up phone...serangoon u no where?...i'm at serangoon...."

the person on the line must have asked her the details of the phone...

auntie: "ah...brack color...ya ya ya...i pik up at the....the....kfc....at...ah...ah....far east....you can come and...."

auntie: "ah....no no no....yes..i can speak mandarin"

so she started replying in mandarin..but soon there was silence.

auntie:"ahh...eh lo....i pik up the phone....serangoon u no where???...juz now i call and talk....the person cut off......."

i tink what happened was...the previous person hung up on her and so she anyhow-o-how called another number in the phonebook.

but i don't understand why she has to speak in english? her mandarin sounded perfectly fine to me.

then i reckon she could be those i-think-english-sounds-more-high-class auntie.

and then....i heard.....

auntie: "ahh...where r u now???.....ahh....u wan....ah....come my grave take the phone....my grave at serangoon.....blk 510..."

GRAVE?!! ?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahahaaaahahhahhahahahahahaa. *lets out a non-stop 5 mins hilarious laughter*

it sounded uber funny, especially when you are expecting a very serious conversation.

and the person on the line HUNG up immediately on her again.
as expected.

i don't understand why she insist on speaking english when she could jolly well converse in mandarin and get that thing done and over with??

i wouldn't go to the wet market and talk to the veggie-seller in hokkien when i know how poor my hokkien is.

anyway....

i managed to catch a glimpse of that auntie when i was about to alight.

and it turns out that...

shit.
it's an uncle.

but i swear that uncle sounded kind of feminine. (@(00)@)llllllllllllllllllllllllllll

(^(00)^)lllllllllllll

2007-10-25T14:58:00.000+08:00

nana's 3rd birthday yesterday~

we had an early celebration at my bro's place.

unlike previous years, nana had her baby sis to celebrate her birthday together.

dayana's failed attempt to dress like a girl =.=llllll

nana's best friend on the cakeclumsy nadiah smashed her barney cake by accident while she was trying to strike an act cute pose in front of the cake.
extremely disgusted at the sight of fresh cream stucked onto her fingers

finally, happy 3rd birthday, nadiah! =)

the happy birthday girl with her presents~

"ahhh...finally i can take a rest....."

-hari raya day 1-

-hari raya day 2-
dayana crys at the sight of strangers, and her definition of 'strangers' sadly includes me...*haa*

nevertheless, i love them both.

babies are so adorable *pinches them*

（^（00)^)

2007-10-09T20:48:00.000+08:00

今天和上司去参观所谓的client side。

他希望我能熟悉环境，毕竟以后可能需要自己去。

那里的人都很nice，每个人都会说笑, 比我office那些人好太多了。

之前我曾说过我的office其实戒备蛮森严的，去过这里，我真的只能说一山还有一山高。

这里比我的office惨十倍咯。

地方是wu lu到~~~~~~~要走很长很长的山路才能到目的地。

拿card换pass, 再拿pass来换pass。

what can I say? 赢了咯。

闸门是一个接一个，包包被人看了又看。

简直像个迷宫，说真的，我这种路痴不管去几百次，也不会认得路啦。*无奈*

其实之前interview的时候，本来是要派我去这里工作的。

虽然我是无所谓，可是因为家人都不放心，我谢绝了。

其实这次自己亲自验到这里的环境，我真的很庆幸我不是在这里工作。*哈*

well...至少我现在不会那么嫌弃自己目前的工作地点了。 *哈* *哈*

说真的，我蛮珍惜这次的trip, 毕竟这种鬼地方并不是每个人，尤其是女生，说要去就去的。

是一个好的体验，loneliness aside, 我开始喜欢自己的工作了。

（^（00)^)

2007-10-04T21:39:00.000+08:00

啊。

昨天从canteen买了午餐正要回office，因为穿高跟鞋懒得爬楼梯，通常我都搭电梯。

自己身在二楼，电梯到了二楼，正要继续往下到一楼。

通常~~~我会进电梯，跟着到一楼，再直接上到七楼。

可是~~~今天我却不知道为什么，我没有进去。

眼看电梯关门要下到一楼了，电梯却一直发出

“THOMP, THOMP~~~ THOMP~~"

接着就是电梯的门要开不开，然后一直卡在二楼，我怎么按，门都不开。

这是听到电梯里面正好有两位互不相识的uncle conversing in dialect.

uncle A:“eh~~an jua qi buay kui??" (为什么按不开？？？）

uncle B: "min zai leh~~....wo qi jing zuay bai liao~" (不知道叻，我按很多次了）

正当自己在想要不要喊进去告诉他们我知道他们trap在里面时。。。。

uncle A: "eh....HELP~~~~~~~~ HELP leh~~~~"

哈哈哈！uncle 用很 LL 的声音喊了几句 “help~~~~~" （uncle 拜托啦，cargo lift 这么偏僻，谁理你啊~~）

uncle B 听到 uncle A 喊help....开始觉得很frustrated....

uncle B: “WAH LAU EH~~~~ JIN SUAY LEH~~~...ZOU DIAN TUI MA EH TIO TRAP!!!"
(很衰叻，坐电梯都会被trap~)

uncle A: “YAI LIAO LOR~ WA AI BUAY JIA PENG LEH~...JIN YAO LEH...NA MA~~~~"
(赢了咯~~ 我还没吃饭叻~ 很饿叻~~）

后来过了许久，其中一个uncle突然发现有operator button。。。

之后发生的事。。呃。。。我就不知道了。哈哈。

后来告诉家人这件事，他们都觉得我很saddistic...宁愿站在电梯外笑他们，也不要救他们。

哈哈。说的也是。

但认识我够久的人，其实都知道，我是那种自己跌倒会笑自己蠢的那种人，看到人家跌倒也会笑得equally 大声 =X

我不是saddist啦，我也么没有恶意，只不过当我看到人家或自己遇到disaster...我会狂笑。。。

而且是non-stop且很大声的那种。=.=lllll

不要问我有什么好笑~~ 我也不知道，从小到大都这样。

下次看到我这样，记得提醒我，说句 “够了！！！"

(^(00)^)V

2007-09-25T21:14:00.000+08:00

两天前和某猪去了家糖水铺吃甜品。

通常中文菜单都是由我来点菜的，因为某猪的中文真的蛮烂的。*=X*

可是因为菜单上附有甜品超大的图案，我也就没跟他抢了。

侍应生：“先生，要点些什么？”

某猪：“*指着图案* 一个港式红豆冰。还有。。。一个黑胡椒芝麻糊汤圆。”

这时的我和侍应生面面相觑。侍应生愣了一下。

黑胡椒芝麻糊汤圆是什么玩意儿？！？！

哈哈。我狂笑了整整数分钟，某猪也为他自己的“出言不逊”自己也笑翻了。

唯有侍应生最冷静微笑地说。。。。。

“*拍着某猪的肩膀* 先生，没关系没关系，我自己也很爱吃黑胡椒啦~ 黑胡椒蛮好吃的。”

哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈啊！！！！

侍应生竟然还幽默地帮忙打圆场。

过了数秒后，某猪才勉强镇定下来纠正他的“黑胡椒芝麻糊汤圆”成 “芝麻糊汤圆”。

某猪:“以后中文的菜单，你来点啦。”

我自己也不知道 '黑胡椒’从哪里来的。

哈哈。

(@(00)@)

2007-09-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

今天搭巴士有碰上怪事。

bus在半路的时候，突然有一个跟我年龄很接近的男生匆匆忙忙地跑来坐在我旁边。

他对着我笑得很开心，这时的我很纳闷。

心想, 我认识他吗？

这时，他突然又回头看着他手上拿着的一张brochure。

边看边小心翼翼的抚摸着brochure上的图案。我偷偷瞄了他一下，brochure竟然是“Kids At Work"舞台剧的brochure。

虽然他的举动有点怪异，我却认为他可能只是童心未泯吧了。

再过两秒，只见他把brochure拿得很靠近，用鼻子嗅着brochure. *@.@*

嗅完了，又对着自己笑，然后又抚摸自己的手表，接着又转头对着我笑。

这一连串的动作重复了不下10次，他每对我笑一次，我就越紧张。

看完了这张brochure, 他突然打开他的包包。

原来包包里装的全部都是各种各样的brochure!!

bus corner 的时候，他夸张的lost balance, 整个人扑向另一边座位的小弟弟。

小弟弟吓到，这位先生的怪异行为顿时也引起了他的注意。

我越想越怕，越坐越靠窗。

怕他发起狂，挡着我下车的去路，毕竟如果我要下车，也需要经过他。

眼看他的脸色一下子喜，一下子怒，一下子乐，我。。。是怕的咯。

习惯性地sms某猪告诉他我的情况，他叫我立刻下车。

自己想了想，也觉得下车比较安全，我急急忙忙下车去了。

lower deck 的passengers觉得我奇怪，因为我匆匆忙忙从upper deck奔下来，bus开了门，我却没下车。

由于lower deck没座位了，我只好站着。

过了一会儿，我旁边又有一位比我年轻的小弟弟，一直对着我笑。 *=.=llll*

“不会吧，今天是走什么狗屎运啊！”

原来站在我身旁的那位小弟弟，精神状况看起来也不太好。

幸好我快到站了。

what's the probability of such incident happening to anyone?

(^(00)^)lllllllllllll

2007-09-20T21:36:00.000+08:00

今天和往常一样，搭巴士回家。
由于路途遥远，通常会在巴士上小睡片刻。
但, 我今天却一点都不敢睡！

看bus uncle这种driving skill, 我怕睡醒了会发现自己睡在“痛失英才”的布条旁边。
看uncle驾bus 做corner turn, 真的会直冒冷汗，bus corner的curvature很大，uncle又驾得超快。=.=llllll
bus一corner, 全部的passenger一起sway to the right.

这根本就是initial D的情节吗！uncle以为自己是周杰伦，分别只在于。。

"uncle, 你在开bus叻，不是AE86咯。"

uncle的超车技术也是顶呱呱的咯。
一个看起来根本挤不进的小洞，uncle也要硬硬挤挤去。
仔细看，bus根前面那辆不幸的私家车的距离大概也夸张到只剩50公分吧。

问我为什么这么确定？因为我就坐在upper deck的first seat! *冒冷汗*

有好几次uncle一直做stunt的时，我感觉到屁股离开了坐位一下下。

本来75分钟的journey, 我60分钟就到了。

“uncle, 你不要命，我要叻！！*

说真的，如果bus 有什么三长两短，首当其冲的因该是我。

从bus的upper deck被抛出车外，应该会上报吧？
改次再碰到这个uncle驾bus, 一定要把内裤穿在外面，随时准备做superman。

wah lau, 要不是这号bus难等，我早就下车了！

(@(00)@)

2007-09-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

好久没blog了。
发生了好多事情, 但我却不知从何说起.
工作也已经快两个月了, 渐渐习惯了.

上个星期终于见到上司一面了. 他没来找我, 我索性去找他.
他频频向我道歉, 因为他终于发现他忽略我了. *叹气*
埋藏在心中的那些不满, 恐怕三天三夜也都说不完.

正因为他自己也经历过, 他其实相当了解我现在的处境.
他试着把我assign给较靠近的staff, 试着介绍对面的那些"好同事"给我.

在上司面前,他们都显得好友善,上司一转头, 他们的脸色比变色龙变colour还快. *翻白眼*
起初还以为终于得救了,想不到,到头来da sotong最后还是孤零零一个.

其实慢慢观察, 我才发现其实这里的culture, 本来就好像是这样.

"你不跟我一样project team, wa hor lee kee si~"

歹命啊歹命, 同事说明年他们才打算请人join我们的team.

WAH~~~
明年!!!
明年~~~~~~
明年~~~~!?~?!~!~!~!~!!~
=.=

你知道现在到明年还有多久吗?
三个月叻~~~*昏倒*
说真的, 现在的我, 只能等, 也只好等了.

更糟的是, 我的工作环境其实还蛮闷的.
地点是与世隔绝到~~~~~ *汗*
card是去到哪里就scan 到哪里.
没有card 你可能就是恐怖分子. =.=
没有必要你不能surf net.
不能带camera phone.
不能带mp3 player.
总之, 是什么~~~都没有.

曾经有想过饲养一些鱼啊,乌龟啊,放在office陪陪自己.
后来想到, most likely 他们会被必经的x-ray scanner radiate 到暴毙.

是不是很好奇这是什么奇怪的公司?
严格上, 我不方便在这里说啦.

说真的,体验过这种环境, 日后应该什么都不怕了.
i mean, what kind of environment can be worse than this?

(^(00)^)lllllllllllll

2007-08-12T18:53:00.000+08:00

已经工作两个星期了.

真的好快, 我渐渐习惯了上班族的生活.
那种每天早早起,回到家也没省什么时间做自己的事的生活.

但还是有点不习惯自己周遭所谓的"同事".
两个星期了, 还是没有机会认识他们.
应该是我主动打招呼呢? 还是理应, 照理, 应该是他们主动的呢?
还是应该是上司介绍的呢?

可是上司跟我不在一样的地方工作叻. *等他来, 真的会等到花儿也谢了*
不管啦,他们看起来年纪都比我大许多, 不太可能拉下脸皮走过来咯.
所以, da_sotong 决定破天荒放下身段先向他们笑笑再说.

da_sotong: *硬着头皮微笑*
同事甲: *鄙视的表情*

搞什么吗!!!
她到底是那根茎不对啊!!!
不对我笑就算了,有必要给我脸色看吗??!?!?!? *怒火中烧*

*一连串的粗话*

后来想了想,只有一两位是这样,可能其他的同事不会.

怎么知道........

*某日da_sotong一个人在lobby等电梯*
*同事甲乙丙丁突然开了lobby门, 看见正在无辜等电梯的da_sotong*
*说时迟,那时快, 同事甲乙丙丁即刻以讯雷不及掩耳的速度匆匆忙忙地把门关上*

*POM!*
*同事甲乙丙丁接着一阵狂笑*

*da_sotong 无语中-.-llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll*

*再来一连串的粗话*

我的好同事, 对我还真不赖. *da_sotong猛瞪*

更糟的是, 由于我还没领到公司的职员卡, 无论去那里都需要好心人帮我scan卡.
对, 连厕所也不例外.

这点我的projectmates真的帮了不少忙.

听说有些人一两个月才领到卡. *让我死吧*

想了一阵子, 觉得既然我那些"好同事"无心想和我做朋友, 我何必一直自讨没趣呢?

其实问题就出在于上司没有正式介绍我给同事们, 同事们和我的年龄差距也实在是太大了, 不管他们主动还是我主动, 认识的方式都有欠自然.

后来才从projectmate口中得知原来自己在公司里是年纪最轻的.

我打算等时机成熟后才向上司反映情况.
毕竟在错的时间做对的事, 很可能会事得其反.

现在的我, 也渐渐习惯一个人吃午餐了.

我仍然相信事情还是会有转机的.

明天有orientation，后天有convention, 至少不用天天回office. *耶~~*

这两个星期的遭遇, 怎一个"惨"字了得.

(=(00)=)lllll

2007-07-26T20:32:00.000+08:00

it's been quite some time.

3 mths since my last exam.

well, i'll be starting work next monday.

i'm finally mentally prepared to indulge in what has always been fondly known as the office politics.

my project mates seem to be nice ppl though. at the very least, i feel they are pretty understanding about my situation.

well i hope there won't be many nasty ppl, at least not those extreme ones i have encountered previously.

long hours of travelling to my workplace, journey to the west again, except it's a longer journey this time.

nitemare of being trapped in the morning and evening jam comes back again. *faint*

hai, wish me luck anyway =)
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one of my close fren went to perth to further studies for 3 years.

my pool, seoul garden and shopping kaki is gone for now. =.=llllllllllll

i gonna miss her lots.

all the best to you in whatever you do, mitra! keep in touch and jiayou k? =)
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a lot of ppl, including myself have fallen sick. i reckon it's the bad weather.

hope everyone get well soon.

*FaDeS oUt oF sIgHt*

(^(00)^)V

2007-07-07T16:31:00.000+08:00

just attended the Commencement yesterday.

joyous occasion where everyone was in an extremely high mood.

it was pretty chaotic before and after the ceremony.

you see lots of people buzzing around looking for familiar faces.

normal-looking pillars and staircase decorated with funny-looking leaves and flowers suddenly became the center of attraction for photo-taking sessions.

it's a rare sight where you get to see for the first time, all graduates looking very much the same in their academic gown and mortar cap.

this will be probably my first and last time looking like a kindergarten graduate. haha.

but still, it's a rather touching moment when they released balloons and confettis at the end of the ceremony.

well...suddenly i feel....
it really is 台上两分钟，台下两年功。

2 years of hard work in return for 2 minutes of glorious moment on stage. and the 2 minutes of 'cos includes the time spent queueing at the stage staircase. haa.

well....the CS3**4 module team managed to get hold of our advisor.

nana shall take the place of ina in this pic. =X

haha the pic is small i know. did it this on purpose in case my friends dun wan to go public...haha =X

feel free to let me know if you dun wan to be seen here..i'll try my best to MOSAIC your uber tiny face..LOL.

Ladies and gentlemen...................here comes Linus the N*S LION! *tadah!*

hahaa....okok i'm childish again. but ain't he cute? =p

*faDes OuT of SighT*

(-(00)-)lll

2007-06-29T17:18:00.000+08:00

it's been a long long time.

i've already found a job but i would not be starting work so soon.

til then, i shall rot actively before i plunge into the next phase of my life.
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i'm currently thinking of shutting this blog. either that, or i would only have invited readers.

suggestions, anyone?

if i choose the second option, i would then need people who wants to read, to give me their email address so I can invite them as readers.

very ley chey and dua bai i know.

but in the first place, does anyone still read this blog? i seriously want to know.

maybe i'll start a new blog somewhere. who knows?

*fades away*

(^(00)^)'''

2007-05-28T00:08:00.000+08:00

I hereby announce I have officially graduated!!!!

OMG!

I can't believe it. my 2 yrs of struggle finally ended yesterday. *throws confetti*

no more lengthy tutorials...no more boring lectures....no more rushing here and there between faculties...no more insane projects.....no more shuttle bus..no more MPSH...no more kueh.....no more Co-op....no more bus 74 and no more fake assholes (at least for now)!!!!

BUAHAHHAHA.

now i look forward to commencement day where i'll graduate with my friends happily ever after~

i realised i have already spent close to 1/4 of my life studying.

and i would most probably spend another 1/2 of my life time working..and tat's taking into consideration i have an early retirement.

holy shit.

minus away all those childhood and elderly years, i have only less than 1/4 of my lifetime to really sit down and enjoy life.

now, tat's really what i call a vicious cycle.

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went to polyclinic a couple of days ago.

wanted to get referral letter for my drug allergy test.

was told tat there is no way one can test allergy for anaesthesia. *=.=lllll*

now it's a matter of whether i'm brave enough to take the risk of being sent to hospital in an ambulance at the dentist's.

hmmm..

hai.. but anyway, it's not the right time to undergo the operation also.

shall KIV this for now.

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*jUmPz jUmPz JumPz hOpz hOpz hOpz*

(^(00)^)||||||||||

2007-05-17T15:43:00.000+08:00

haven't been able to blog for the past few days, there was an error with blogger.

nothing much to update recently, nothing really interesting.

hmm..well...i haven't started finding a job.

and it's not because i'm lazy (although sometimes i am =X), but i would rather start my job search only after i'm certain that i can graduate.

besides, it is not a good time now due to some unforeseen circumstances.

well, see how everything goes.

there're certain things which are beyond my control.
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anyway, i did a photo comparison of my 2 neice and they look so alike!

don't give me the reasoning that all babies look the same....hmmm actually no, if you look close enough.

can you tell which is nadiah and which is dayana?

even my parents got mixed up =X haha.

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submitted nana's video online, it's a baby competition organised by mediacorp.

http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/wonderbaby/votingform.php?id=242&cat=1

and no, it's not like i'm expecting her to win, so i'm not forcing ppl to vote.

just submitted the video for the fun of it.

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wun be blogging so frequently like before.

my life is pretty much in a mess rite now.

*faDes OuT of SigHt*

V(^(00)^)V

2007-04-30T19:47:00.000+08:00

阔别了这么久，终于又有时间回来打理这个部落格了。

一个学期又过去了。

如无任何意外 (我是指数学=X)，应该能够顺利毕业。

好累。

不知怎么的，这个学期的专题作业把大家搞的身心疲惫不堪，体力透支。

我学了好多，不管是人际关系，或是自己的电脑常识，我相信大家都上了宝贵的一课。

我庆幸大家能够团结一致，坚持到最后一分钟，赶完了整份作业。

这一份无比自豪的成就感，也只有身在其中的人能够体验到。

专题作业交上去了。我也如梦初醒了。

原来这些日子我一直沉浸在自己的世界里。被人误导，被人在背后说坏话，被人诬赖，我彻底觉悟了。

有些友情或许一直以来都不曾存在，只不过是我在一厢情愿吧了。

无比的失望，但总好过自己一直被蒙在鼓里。

与其据理力争，我想不如保持沉默，因为事实其实已经摆在面前。再争辩下去，只会显得自己没教养，所以我还是选择保持沉默。

残酷的现实，适者生存的道理，这些本来就是不争的事实。

电视上令人咬牙切齿，不择手段的坏蛋，别以为是剧本太离谱，他们很可能就在你的四周围。

搞不好，自己也就是那个无赖。

其实如果自己不钻牛角尖，久而久之也就会习惯他们在你身边围绕。

我只是提前为社会做好了准备，有幸体验到了什么是真实丑陋的人性。

我也非常感激这一路来，那些相信我，支持着我的朋友，即使不常见面，他们还是在我心情最低落的时候陪伴着我，鼓励我。 (001，你也包括在内叻) =D

谢谢你们！

总而言之，我会将这宝贵的一课牢记在心，往后有机会愿与大家分享。___________________________________________________________

题外话：

我又要升级当姑姑了！

希望即将在今天或明天出世的她，能够健康成长！ =D

嗯，最近家里发生了一些不幸的事，希望大家能够顺利地度过这个难关。

念了十七年书，也该是时候休息了。
一切回到原点，是时候重新出发，进入人生的另一个阶段。

大家一起加油吧！！！

(-(00)-)

2007-01-13T18:56:00.000+08:00

it's been a week since sch officially reopen.

well. 3 modules and 1 deadly project module this semester. out of the 3 modules....there's still the deadly probability module.

shit man.

those previous level 1000 maths modules taken in past semesters already freaked me out. let alone this level 2000 one (which means more difficult).

*kns kns*

the large-scale project module also sounds freaking annoying.
"this project is to train you for the industry."
and this sort-of implies that we are going to have many many sleepless nights.

*sinks into depression*

i get fits when i recall my previous semester, when i had an average of 2 hrs of sleep per day for the last 4 weeks. pure disaster i tell u.

no sleep = immune system go haywire = sick like donkey
painful lesson i learnt. for the whole exam period i was having FEVER, FEVER...MORE FEVER.

and thank goodness this would be my last semester. (provided i don't do any stunts this sem of 'cos)

no more exams. no more projects. no more sleepless nights. 4 more mths...and i would be out of this damn place.

i shall use this to motivate myself from now on. >.<

*hOpz hOpz hOpz bAnGs inTo tree*

(^(00)_)

2006-12-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

school's reopening. my already-damn-short holiday ended abruptly because of a workshop that i have to attend for a rather huge project module.
and it's a sad thing i'm still in holiday mood.

*still holidayING*
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i was with a fren at a sushi restaurant for dinner yesterday.

ordered my usual tempura ramen, and my fren ordered the same.

we waited for 10 mins. but since that restaurant tend to take a relatively longer time to serve ramen (i dunno why), we thought nothing of the long wait.

another 5 mins, we decided to check the status of our order.

waitress X: "oh..the chefs are preparing it..they will come in a while."

ok. and so we waited. we got pretty impatient when another 5 mins had past and nothing was served.

da sotong: "excuse me, would you mind if you help us check our order?"
waitress Y: "sure."

ok. and so we WAITED AGAIN.

waitress Y: *hurries back to our table* "Oh...erm...erm...sorry...our kitchen made a mistake, we run out of stock for the ramen."
da sotong: *extremely speechless* "And you only realised it after 20 mins?"
waitress Y: "we are very very sorry, would it be ok if you change ur order to tempura UDON instead?"

.......fine.

since we were extremely hungry. we thought we would juz make do with udon. and before the waitress left, she promised us to make it quick and that the udon would be delivered in 5 mins.

and THEN....another 5 mins....

manager A: *hurries to table* "we're very very sorry, but our kitchen poured away the soup base for udon, would you mind having tempura DON instead?"
da sotong: *extremely pissed* "We want to cancel our order." (lots of vulgarities running through my mind)
manager A: *looks speechless* ".........ok. Is there anything else both of you would like to have?"
da sotong: "We lost our appetite."
manager A: "................"

i'm not trying to be difficult here, but...try waiting for 30 mins when you're hungry, and not forgetting the fact that we were given extremely lame reasons. better still, why not say..."our chef fell asleep in the kitchen.".

at least tat would make me laugh quite abit.

from RAMEN to UDON, from UDON to DON.
and then i kinda forsee them saying..."Sorry~ our kitchen ran out of rice."

the manager decided to waive off all our charges and promised to give us special privileges the next time we go there. macam he will recognise us. right.

not the first time i had bad experience with this restaurant.
this is the third time.

if not for the ramen, i seriously wouldn't be there.

kns. (times 10)
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*hOpz hOpz hoPz FloATs AwAy*

(^(00)^)V

2006-12-16T23:38:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time since i blogged something about that rascal. oppz. i mean, my darling neice.
haha =X

did i mention she already turned 2? and ya...i suddenly realised i've already babysit her for almost 2 yrs.

click on the picture for a larger view.

life's been good. at least for now.

more updates when i feel like it.

lalalalalalala.

*hOpz hOpz hOpz juMps awAy*

(^(00)^)V 10+1+5

2006-12-12T21:36:00.000+08:00

此游戏叫做：10+1+5

10：请列出10样你最想做的事情（长期或者短期都可以）
+1：被点名的人除了要回答问题，还要在最后多出一个问题
+5：加五个好朋友，顺便到他们的空间里告诉他们被点名了

5个人：要做就自己拿好了。

最想做的十件事：
1）多一点时间陪好朋友和某某猪。
2）多一点时间陪家人。.（听起来好像有点矛盾）
3）把自己的身体养好。（这对已经未老先衰的我很重要。=X）
4）天天都开心。
5）以平常心去看待周遭的一切。
6) 把我的一些坏习惯改掉。
7）呃。。。好像没有了嘞。（想到我再添进去吧）

开始回答问题：

1 如何在心情低落的时候恢复积极？
呃。通常朋友的慰问会让自己开心起来。要不然的话，就是大声唱歌发泄，通常睡个觉起来就会忘记不愉快的事了。（患有选择性失忆）

2 你心目中理想伴侣是什么样子的？（要写出标准哦）
呃。。哈哈。。性格像猪？哈哈。

3 相比两年前，自己有什么变化？
两年前。。嗯。。得失心比较重，好胜心也比较强，把自己搞得好累。
现在没以前那么积极，可以是坏事，换个角度看何尝不也可以是件好事。(哈哈，这段话听起来好像很消极。）

4 你目前面对的最大的难题是什么？
目前大难题倒是没有。

5 你有没有厌恶自己的时候，为什么？
有。没有为什么，可能就是觉得自己处理问题的方式不够恰当，可以再好一些。

6 你希望怎样的过这一辈子？
希望自己在咽下最后一口气之前，回头看，能够庆幸自己这一生真的没有白活。

7 相信一辈子都喜欢一个人吗？
嗯。都喜欢一个人。。算相信吧。但不容易做到。

8 你觉得时间真的能冲淡一切吗？
相信。

9 上一次哭是为什么？什么时候？
几个礼拜前，嗯，当时压力好大，眼泪不由自主地流了下来。

10 你觉得一个30岁的老爷们还相信爱情可笑不？你现在还相信爱情不？
为什么会可笑?! 相信啊。

11 人为什么有感情？是不是有感情的东西，就一定会痛苦？
哈哈。这种超有哲理的问题，说三天三夜也说不完。（拒绝回答）

12 为什么我问不出问题？
什么鬼问题啊？

13 为什么你不给我寄礼物，天知道我多想收礼物？
。。。。。。

14 你的祖上是谁？
嗯。早就入土为安了。哈哈。

15 难道我真的是个神仙吗？
这问卷的问题越来越奇怪了。

16 难道我真的是个色鬼吗？
。。。。。

17 怎么样才算是完整的人生？
能够完成自己想做的所有事情/愿望（我同意001的说法）

18 如何知道自己的坚持是对的？
嗯。没有所谓对跟错吧。秉持着自己的信念，即使失败了还能骄傲地对自己说至少自己曾经尝试过。

19 如果你是titannic号上的rose，会选择上救生艇和妇女们一起逃生呢，（要想到，说不定jack之后还能独自活下来），还是留在jack身边？
没看titannic嘞。

20 来生想当男的还是女的，why？
女的。因为女生有很多男生没有的权利。哈哈。

21 十一怎么过的呀？
什么是十一？

22 恩。。想想，说件最糗的事情吧？
哈哈。嗯。其实有很多。中学时上台试唱忘歌词，还好自己帮自己打圆场。哈哈。

23 宁愿选择精彩的活到30岁还是平平淡淡的活到100岁？
嗯。后者。

24选择在艰苦的环境里做自己喜欢的事情并且有所学还是选择过安逸的日子但没有理想？
艰苦的环境要怎么做自己喜欢的事啊？呃，能不能安逸的日子并且做着喜欢的事啊？哈哈。（<-- 贪心）

25 你觉得一个人最重要的品质是什么？理智vs情感，什么主宰你的抉择，为什么？
嗯。自己应该是比较理智的。为什么？呃。。。不知道怎么回答嘞。

26 你认为自己是个无趣的人么？
哈哈。算是吧。可能因为自己比较内向，也不太喜欢社交活动。

27 23：34 你不觉得困么…………
不觉得。通常23：34还在吃宵夜嘞。

28 成为神一天，打算做什么？
把全世界的人都变得幸福快乐！

29 你这辈子最后悔的一件事？
嗯。曾经说过了。不喜欢重复自己。

30 最长一次睡觉记录是多久？
嗯。。18个小时。

31 接到这个点名你有啥感想？
没什么感想。

32 考驾照到底有多难啊？
哈哈。不知道，可是对我这种手跟脚不能协调的人好像也不太容易。

33 最近看过的一本小说是什么？
哈哈。从来就没有看小说的习惯。

34 支持月L还是L月，还是其他CP？（如果是其他请注明）
嗯。对L团的事不了解。

35 是否曾经有过“想成为他/她这样的人”的想法？有的话是谁，为什么？
没想过嘞。

36 你觉得你的人生目标是什么？
哈哈。有稳定的收入，能够自己独立，然后组织一个小家庭，在家向夫教子。这样的人生目标好像有点没骨气。哈哈。

(^(00)^)V

2006-12-08T12:57:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK!! *jumps around*

it's been a month since i last blogged. i was really really busy with work.

projects over. birthday over. exams over. semester over.

it's now the start of my 6-week holiday!!! *throws confetti*

few hours of sleep per day for the past 3 mths. really 元气大伤.
i fell sick like nobody's business throughout this semester.
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while most celebrated their 21st birthday in a grand manner,
mine was spent with Mr. Microsoft Visual Studio.NET and Miss MSDN Library.

*-_-llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll*

but still...special thanks to those who sent their greetings and thanks for all the gifts. I truly appreciate all the efforts =)... (P.S: mitra..i wun forget ur birthday song =X *muahahahah*)
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exams.

hmm..wat's there to talk about?

it's over aniway. too late to remedy the situation.

i juz hope to clear tat sickening maths, or else i would have to delay another semester since this maths module happens to be the pre-requisite for my last maths module.

*faints* all i can do is pray hard my taiko spirit will save me again.
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lalallalalallaa...spoilers aside. it's now time to enjoy!!! all of us deserve a good break!

YEAH!

*hOpz hOpz hOpz roLLs aRounD*

(@(00)@)

2006-11-03T01:04:00.000+08:00

it's been pretty long since i last updated.

life has been sucky.

i'm in depression most of the time.

try getting just 2 hours of sleep per day, and you'll know what i mean.

i just handed in a half-completed J2ee assignment less than an hour ago. and frankly speaking, it is a fact that i will fail this assignment for some reason.

i procrastinated?

maybe you can say so.

let me put it this way, what would you do when u have project deadlines very close to one other?

hmm...

i had 6 days to implement a system, something which my lecturer supposedly took months to complete.

i knew deep down i wouldn't be able to finish even before i started. and i was right.

i have no regrets, well..at the very least, i knew i did my best.
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shit, i have no idea how i should continue.

maybe when i'm in a better mood, i would write more.

...
..
.

i just wan a simple life. tat's all.

(^(00)^)

2006-10-16T18:52:00.000+08:00

haven been updating.
currently flooded with essays, assignments, projects. oh man.

was on the bus on the way to sch as usual.

there was this indian guy who was sitted right in front of me. (i wasn't sitting by the window btw)

he started to fall into deep sleep mode.

from a 90 degrees upright position, he started to tilt his head.

90 degrees -> acute angle -> close to 0 degrees (woah...he's going to fall off) -> obtuse angle (the guy beside him got annoyed because the indian guy keep leaning his head towards him....*window passenger fidgets*) -> back to 90 degreess -> again acute angle -> close to 0 degrees (woah...he's going to fall off again)...

he was in this vicious cycle of geometry stunts.

and once again he reaches this "close to 0 degrees" angle......*tilt tilt tilt tilt tilt* ...

guy: *loud woaH~~~~* *literally falls off seat*
sotong : *leans forward and tries to push him back to his seat from the side*

*hahaahahahahhahaa* i thought twice about whether i shud help him =X...we were on the upper deck and he was beside the staircase.....i guess it would be extremely evil to let him roll down the stairs...=X

that window passenger din even bother to pull the indian guy back, i think he's pretty annoyed by the indian guy since the latter kept leaning his head towards him.

and he had this "serve u right" look as he was laughing at him =X

haha...oh well oh well....
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first lesson of monday is at level 6. i was at level 1.

i'm those typical gu niang who dun like to take the stairs unless it's 1 or 2 storeys.

went into the lift, there was no one else, so i had to press the buttons myself.

sotong: *press*
lift: *no response* *door still opened*
sotong: *press* *press* *annoyed* *press* *press* *press*
lift: *no response*

i tot there was some problem with the lift...i almost headed for the stairs.

until i realised all along i was pressing the button "1". *-_-llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll*

and so i finally pressed the correct level..and waited for the lift's door to close by itself.

just as the door was closing...i saw 2 people frantically approaching the lift.

sotong:*press to stop the lift*
lift: *door closes even faster*
sotong: "eh?"

i realised i pressed the "door close" button. *-__-lllllllll*

i vaguely saw those 2 people giving me an extremely pissed off look when i did not stop the lift for them.

BUT i swear i did!!!!!!
*murmurs* just tat it was the wrong button.

and i think one of them was on the way to the same lesson as me..i hope he doesn't recognise me =X

i'm so dumb.

*hOpz hOpz hOpz rUns awAy*

(@(00)@)

2006-10-07T18:54:00.000+08:00

it's over.

tat means 2 things to me.
1) my term tests are over
2) it's over for my modules *meaning i might fail the overall*

aniway, yst's test was another piece of shit.
but seriously the paper wasn't exactly tough, i admit i din study hard enough.
made many careless mistakes, but it's over. no point crying over spilled milk.

let's just move on. *k..i tink i'm taking it too easy*

did some shopping alone yst.
aniway, i needed to get my neice's b'dae present.

getting presents for babies are a real pain.
i was looking for toys which she'll find it hard to dismantle. *wat the hell*
and to think i loitered the toys' department for almost an hour for tat rascal's present. *-_-lll*

happened to see a poly lecturer who taught me software engineering when i was in poly.
he was doing some shopping for educational vcds......so.......FATHERLY. *haha*
oh well...

i decided to take a stroll at a park before i headed home.
saw many kids playing with pretty pretty lanterns.

in fact, i wanted to play too, but i couldn't find any company.
most of my frens deem playing lanterns at the age of 20 as "childish".
pls enlighten me, define mature. *-_-lll*

*hOpz hOpz hOpz juMps away*

(@(00)@)

2006-10-04T19:21:00.000+08:00

haben been blogging for some time.

not because i was so upset with the *er-hem* molest case, it is juz that i don't know what i can blog about.

in fact i've long gotten over that matter, i tink i slept on the bus again the very next day after that incident while i was on my way home. *haha*

hmm..but now i'm abit more alert than before. =p

aniway..
my term break is over. and usually the following week would be "term test week".

finish 2/3 term tests.

maths on monday, physics today.

let me recall what happened during my maths test...

invigilator: "you have exactly 1 hour, you may start writing."
sotong: *flips* *looks at first qn* *utterly stunned*

i've the habit of skipping the question once i know i would take quite long to figure it out.

and then it was..

sotong: *skip* *skip* *skip* *skip* *skip* *skip* *skip* *skip* *skip* *skip* *skip*

until i reached the last page.....and i realised i juz finished flipping thru the whole paper without attempting any of the questions. *hahahahaahahaahaha*

wat a joke. it was already 6.15pm, and i seriously know this paper would be a goner. i looked around and saw some scribbling vigorously, and some others stoning like me. *-_-lll*

this is the first paper in my life that i did not attempt any of the questions at all. i had to rely on my tigum'ing skills and pure luck.

i suddenly pictured this scene during the paper.
professor: "this is a big fat ZERO u know? none of the students have gotten ZERO marks before. u broke our record!"

omg. i wasn't even praying for a pass. i was praying hard i wun get zero. shit.

aniway finished the paper...and i heard many ppl cursing and swearing. i knew i wasn't the only one. oh well..-_-lllll

i'm glad i din get a zero. but it's a fact i failed.
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physics today.

the omg-i-don't-know-what-the-hell-is-happening module.

the paper was shitty in a sense because they would deduct half a mark for any wrong answers given.

half the time i was asking myself.."am i sure this is correct?"

but i figured if i left all the unsure questions blank, i'd probably fail the paper.

well, my expectations are low, i just want a pass.
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i'm a sad case isn't it?

but at the very least i can celebrate my mid-autumn festival in peace, now..tat's something i can be happy about. =p

*hOpz hOpz hOpz bAngS iNtO waLL*

(#(00)#)

2006-09-21T20:06:00.000+08:00

i shudn't be blogging today, but i feel i have to tell my story even though it's something that i'm certainly not proud of.

i was on bus 74 early in the morning on the way to sch for my 8am lesson.

since i wasn't feeling quite well, i decided to take a short nap on the bus.

i chose a window seat and settled down. it wasn't too long before i fell asleep as the cool wind brushed against my face. (it is a non-aircon bus btw)

i'm a deep sleeper, so i like to hug my school bag close to myself to protect my belongings.

suddenly, i felt something touched the side of my breast.

i'm not a paranoid person, so i tot maybe the strap of my bag hit me because the wind was getting stronger.

until...

i felt some stroking movement around that area. something is very wrong.

i opened my eyes, looked down at where the movement is coming from, and i saw a big HAND touching me.

i turned my head immediately, and saw a man in his mid 30s' backing off to his seat abruptly (he had to lean forward to touch me u see). and apparently, he slot his hand into the narrow space under my armpit to touch me.

he was wearing a biege collar tee with coffee coloured jeans..hair dyed gold with blonde highlights...his hair is rather long...and he carrys a brown backpack. he's around 1.75 metres, look abit like eurasian, and rather big-sized. (sounds like crime watch eh =X..but try to be alert when u see guys that fit such description)

aniway....i STARED at him, he pretended to haf juz woken up from a sleep and faked 2 long yawns.

i then turned around and tried to look to see if anyone behind me saw what he did, but everyone was sleeping like a dead log. i concluded that there isn't any eye witness.

i felt insulted + angry + violated + traumatised, and i was at a lost. there was no one beside me. i took out my hp and sms-ed my good fren to ask her for advice.

but tat molester probably tot i was going to call the police, and alighted quickly at the next bus stop.
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after seeking advice from my brother....

the best thing to do in a case like this is to
- capture his face with a camera.
- contact the bus driver and inform him about the molester.
- lodge a police report even though there're no eye witnesses.
(because police tend to believe woman more than man when it comes to case of molest, which is perfectly true)

but my ma adviced me:
- poke him with a sharp object (since her theory is, if you cannot put him to jail, then injure him!)

and to all ladies out there...if one day such a thing happen to u, pls stay calm and do any of the above, don't let him get away with it!!!

i regretted not stopping him from getting down the bus, but rest assure i'll do it the next time i see any molester.

now i've phobia sleeping on the bus. shit him.

may he get choke on his food, get knocked down by any vehicle, hit a wall and get concussion.

*hOpz hOpz hOpz fAdes awAy*

(T(00)T)

2006-09-20T20:17:00.000+08:00

i'm so sad.

finally went to see a doctor before i went to sch today.

i was diagnosed with migraine (as usual)...gastric and high blood pressure.

and yes. u heard rite. high blood pressure.
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took medicine in sch.

my eyes started to get itchy...and not long after, it began to swell. i knew straightaway it's drug allergy again.

i was oblivious to how bad it was until mani ppl started to stare at me like i was some alien from outerspace.

i began to feel awkward...so i took a pic with my hp to see how bad it is.
i was dumbfounded when i saw a monster in my phone.

alighted the bus. i rushed home as fast as i could.
along the way, i got awful stares from strangers.

now i know why people say "it's rude to stare".
but nevertheless, i dun blame those strangers.

i felt really stupid. tat's all.
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i've truly lost count of my drug allergies.

i hate to see a doctor when i'm sick, simply because i know there is a high chance that i might haf to see the doctor again to get a counter-medicine for my drug allergy.

it's a blessing to not have any drug allergy.

be thankful. really.

*hOpz hOpz hOpz sTrOlls aWay*

(@(00)@)

2006-09-18T17:01:00.000+08:00

haven blogged something proper for quite some time.

now 2 posts in a day. i'm quite extreme.

but i don't know what to write. how should i start?

*stucked*

cls (btw, this is the clear screen command in dos)
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have been kinda sickly recently.

headache. stomachache. 'they' haunt me like i've never had them my whole life before.
oh man....

it's like 'they' are in an infinite loop and nobody is able to break this stupid loop. not even tons of panadols and po-chai pills.

but occasionally 'they' do go away. but note the use of 'occasional'.

i'm so sick of myself. really. sigh.
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sch is the same old boring routine.

except it's a disaster on thursday.

why? it's a long story.

i hate school. but i hate thursdays even more.

shit.

ignore me.
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read on for the second post, which is another survey. (if you want to)

*hOpz hOpz hOpz lOoks oUt Of wIndoW*

(^(00)^)

2006-09-18T16:13:00.000+08:00

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 10 people to play this game too.

How are you feeling today?
王杰-她的背影
wah...hahah..er....sad song for a rainy day...=p but ok la...at least it fits my gloomy mood.

Will you get far in life?
F.I.R - I Don't Care
haha...i don't care? omg....is that good or bad then??...i where got so nonchalant. haha..

How do your friends see you?
周杰倫-借口
hahaa...excuse? my frens see me as an excuse?...what does that mean? haha...

Will you get married?
Energy-無懈可擊
haha...such a fast number for a question. i duno what it means again.

What is your life’s theme song?
蕭亞軒-我愛你那麼多
-_-llllll life theme song....how come i tio love song...omg...this song sound beri chiam leh..

What is the story of your life?
3 Dooors Down-Here Without You
*faintz* haha~ another chiam song....my life got so sad ma =X haha..

What was high school like?
張志成-很想你
hmm....quite apt...i miss my sec sch life alot =p

How can you get ahead in life?
孫燕姿-不同
ok...at least a happy song...happy approach to get ahead? =x hahaha...

What is tomorrow going to be like?
張惠妹-我要快樂
wah...haha...ok..no comments for this one...same goes for everyone. =D

What is the best thing about your friends?
Faye Wong-Eyes On Me
yeah! my fav song....but what has this gotta do with my frens?

What is in store for the next weekend?
Avril Lavigne-Unwanted
LMAO....unwanted as in abandoned at home? hahaa...good one.

What song best describes you?
蔡依林-睜一只眼﹐閉一只眼
ahahahah...sometimes yes...haha....

How is your life going?
杜德偉-脫掉
* laughs out loud* haha!!! NONONONO....i dun perform striptease~...hahhaa...(001...u see i really tio this song...hahah!)

What song will play at your funeral?
Hilary Duff-Wake Up
HAHAHAHAH.....NONONONO~~...i dun wan...die liao still wake up...scary leh...hahaha..

How does the world see you?
將心照亮
WAH...hahaha...i where got so noble =X

Will you have a happy life?
Every Little Thing-Shapes Of Love
ahaha..happy song....should be yes rite?....=X

What do your friends really think of you?
蔡健雅-無底洞
hahaha....as in my appetite? hahha...

What song describes the person you’re attracted to?
Twins-老鼠愛大米
hahahha? =p

What message would you like to tell the next generation?
Richard Sanderson-Reality
1 of my fav song..yeah!
"dreams are my reality...the only kind of real fantasy..."
haha....ask my next generation to stop dreaming?

Do you have a deep dark secret?
Atlantic Starr-Secret Lovers
hahahaa? no leh....where got secret lover? *DOtz*

10 persons to be tagged:
not going to tag...take it if you want to do it.

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2006-09-14T18:09:00.000+08:00

人緣30問

Q1. 希望成為引人注目的人嘛？

不希望。太引人注目未必是件好事。

Q2. 覺得自己熱心助人嘛？

看情況。要看對象值不值得我幫﹐如果那個人自己都不幫自己﹐通常我就不會幫。我並不是熱心氾濫的人。

Q3. 覺得自己是一個能守秘密的人嘛？

嗯。。應該算會吧。。但也要看秘密是不是很重要或很嚴重的那一種。便秘三天對我而言不是什麼大秘密。哈哈。

Q4. 善於觀察別人喜怒哀樂嘛？

嗯。。。算善於吧。。我還蠻敏感的﹐只是有時沒說吧了。

Q5. 用一首歌來代表你交友的哲理？

哈哈。歌倒是沒有。。。交友哲理應該是寧缺勿濫。。我比較重質不重量。

Q6. 會向朋友承認自己害怕某些東西嘛？

嗯。。會吧。。哈哈。。。但私底下真正怕的東西。。知道的人其實真的並不多。

Q7. 喜歡獨自一人一整天嘛？

超喜歡！喜歡一個人想做什麼就做什麼﹐不受束縛的感覺。偶爾發發呆﹐想想事情﹐其實也蠻愉快的。

Q8. 做決定時都會參考很多人的意見嘛？

要看我的決定會影響多少人﹐如果只影響自己﹐通常就不會征詢別人的意見。

Q9. 面對一群人通常就會開始沈默不言？

嗯。。要看是什麼場合﹐和那一群人有多熟。除非自己身體不舒服﹐或者心情非常非常差﹐要不然通常都會講很多話。哈哈。自己不太喜歡冷場的局面﹐覺得蠻尷尬的。

Q10. 有認識超１０年但仍然保持親密的朋友嘛？

有。只是很久沒聯絡了。

Q11. 有沒覺得那位朋友像魔鬼？

像魔鬼。。沒有啦。。。。可能反而會有人覺得我像魔鬼吧。。。因為自己太愛笑了。。笑聲也還蠻恐怖的。哈哈。

Q12. 有朋友給你寄過postcard嘛？

有。還收著叻。那是N年前的事了。

Q13. 和朋友溝通，最好是電話還是網上？

嗯。電話。。因為網上感覺不出朋友說話的語氣﹐容易引起誤會。我也覺得電話也比較親切﹐比較直接。最快的反應通常是最真誠的反應。

Q14. 如果想邀請朋友進餐，比較喜歡早、午、晩餐，還是下午茶、夜宵？

嗯。午餐或晚餐。。以午餐居多。

Q15. 會因為朋友大力推薦，而破費購買某個自己不太喜歡的産品？

不會﹐除非是很好的朋友在賣﹐自己當時又有消費能力﹐那可能就會支持她幫她買。

Q16. 覺得送生日禮物重要嘛？

嗯。不重要。通常朋友祝賀一聲我就會蠻開心的。哈哈。但是要送禮我也不會阻止你啦 (哈哈。。=X) 但是自己卻沒有送禮的習慣。。除非那個人指定要什麼禮物。。。不然真的很傷腦筋。。。。因為總覺得買了怕會不合意。。自己反而比較喜歡以請吃飯做為禮物。

Q17. 問朋友借東西時會覺得不自然嘛？

自己很少向人借東西﹐(除了紙巾以外 =X) 因為不喜歡欠人情。借東西的時候倒是不會不自然﹐但是會一直記在心上﹐想辦法還人情。

Q18. 對朋友是應該「熟不拘禮」的説法，是贊成還是反對？

哈哈。基本的禮貌還是要有的﹐只不過和較熟的朋友在一起。。有時好像會自動省略客套話。

Q19. 遇到有吸煙的朋友會勸戒嘛？

不會。自己覺得自己沒有那麼大的影響力。嗯。。最多也只會說。。。"不要抽啦。。。對身體不好啦"。

Q20. 那一類人最能和自己混熟？

放得開。。玩得起。。爽快。。可以一起瘋一起鬧。。也可以一起嚴肅地互說心事的人。

Q21. 比較容易交上年紀比自己大還是自己小的朋友？

嗯。同年齡的居多。但是﹐比自己大的和比自己小的﹐前者算比較何得來﹐可是001例外。

Q22. 你的大多數朋友都是屬於一個類型(或是性格近似)的嘛？

嗯。各種各樣的都有。可是跟自己比較熟的﹐通常是跟自己的性格較類似的。

Q23. 如果世界上有一種人你是一定不會和他做朋友的，會是那一種？

為了利用你﹐才跟你做朋友的人。#$%^&*$#$%^^

Q24. 覺得「外號」這種東西，是親切的表現還是讓人討厭？

親切多過討厭。通常自己給人取外號是因為不懂那個人的名字﹐可是知道名字後﹐會發現還是很難改口﹐就索性繼續用外號稱乎那個人。哈哈。=X

Q25. 覺得兩個異性是可以成為「最好的朋友」的嘛？

相信。因為自己有很要好的異性朋友。嗯。。可能自己的性格比較像男生。。有時反而跟男生比較談的來。

Q26. 如果有人對你説謊，你會．．．．？

不高興。我非常討厭被人欺騙的感覺。

Q27. 如果有人對你説「你是非常討厭的人」，會感覺不好嘛？

一定會心情不好﹐會問原因﹐然後安慰自己沒有人能取悅全世界。

Q28. 會如何對待你覺得是「酒肉朋友」的人？

哈哈。嗯。。告訴自己不要被他們影響就好。。。。對待他們的方式應該不會有什麼不同。

Q29. 當你的好朋友在批評你一個好朋友時，你會？

會先聽他的指責是什麼﹐如果認為所說的是不真實的﹐通常會幫好朋友解釋解釋。反之﹐如果批評是真實的﹐我就不會有什麼反應。

Q30. 請傳給5個朋友

想做就自己拿吧。

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2006-09-07T18:43:00.000+08:00

1.我的全名：在旁边，自己看啦。

2.別人怎麼叫我：米粉（有点抗拒的称呼），面粉，阿芬，阿妹，毛妹（我哥有时是这么叫我的）, sotong, 000。。应该就这么多了。

3.我目前的状態：好累，头有点痛。

4.寫這分問卷調査的日期：07/09/2006

5.身高：哈哈。有点抗拒回答这个问题，哈哈，159公分或160公分吧。

6.體重：*瞪* 嗯，大概47-8公斤吧。

7.血的類型：O

8.星座：天蝎

9.身分證上的性別：母

10.用什麼交通工具移動方位：脚和巴士居多。

11.打工次數：两次。

12.打洞：耳朵一边各一个。

13.熱愛的唱片：嗯。。好像没有嘞。。很少买了。

14.熱愛的日劇：没看。如果小叮当算了话，应该就是他了。哈哈!

15.熱愛的書：吴淡如的书。还有一些大家应该没读过的英语书。

16.熱愛的電影：A Beautiful Mind, Minority Report, Pride & Prejudice.

17.曾經很迷：小叮当，小毛球, teletubbies =X, 蜡笔小新（至今仍迷），哈哈。

18.最近很得意：。。终于画出自己喜欢的Tazmania。哈哈！

19.戀愛次數：秘密。哈哈。

20.不得意的科目：科学，历史，地理。

21.上手科目：电脑，中文。

22.硬要買名牌：没有什么是非名牌不可的嘞，买阿一鲍鱼算不算？哈哈。

23.未成年的心情：都快成年了。时间过的好快。

24.成年後的感覺：是时候长大了。

25.加倍佳的口味：lollipop? 嗯。。可乐味道的。

26.我的手機門號：某S开头的那家。

27.煙草的牌子：不抽。对身体不好啦。

28.玩的線上遊戲：喜欢玩单机游戏多一点。

29.喜歡的數字：5 和11

30.喜歡的顏色：白色

31.麥當勞必吃：薯条

32.住最遠的朋友：哈哈。不晓得嘞。。有朋友出国读书，那样算不算？澳洲吧。

33.吃不吃回頭草：不吃。

34.對吃回頭草的看法：都说了，好马不吃回头草。

35.對排隊買ｍｉｓｔｅｒ　ｄｏｎｕｔ的看法：什么是mister donut?

36.對奇摩交友的看法：没看法。

37.對留學的看法：我会想家。留学 = 贵到抵押房子也付不起。

38.對健康的看法：很重视。

39.對休學的看法：视原因而定。

40.對劫運不斷的看法：那个人想必应该是踩到狗屎。

41.對素食者的看法：我永远都无法像他们那样。

42.人家説你長的像：我哥。

43.口頭禪：omg? 哈哈。

44.有了康熙來了對生活的影響：没影响。

45.角皮怎麼處理：不是磨掉它们吗？

46.想給忘不了前男女朋友的人一句中肯的話：下一个会更好。哈哈。

47.睡覺前通常都在幹麻：嗯。趁每个人睡了后就打坐。（很不可思议对不对！）哈哈。

48.起床第一件事：坐在床褥上发10分钟的呆。

49.上一本看的書：吴淡如的《有用的聪明〉〉

50.愛人的名字： -_-llll

51.要化身為動畫人物想當誰：小叮铃。

52.今年紅包進帳總額：少过300。

53.討厭的女生ｔｙｐｅ：太娘。。自视过高。。太软弱。。人云亦云。

54.討厭的男生ｔｙｐｅ：没风度！自视过高。。没有主见。。优柔寡断。

55.毎個月的手機費：不超过20元。

56.大便時會一邊幹麻：哈哈。发呆。

57.覺得最有效的減肥法：生病。

58.激凸時：什么烂问题啊。

59.作弊被抓到時：沒被抓到过。

60.最愛吃的台菜：不清楚。

61.夏天最愛穿什麼：T恤+裤子

62.大概幾天拉一次屎：我怎么知道啊！！

63.十年後我在幹麻：工作。。养家。。看孩子。哈哈。provided 我嫁的出去。

64.寵物會取什麼名字：看是什么动物。

65.兒子的名字要取為：生了再说。

66.樂透一直簽不中的感想：哈哈。注定不会中？

67.最想去的國家：台湾。

68.為何大家肯花錢買ｍｕｊｉ：不清楚。

69.夜市必吃：棉花糖。

70.國中時的印象：外向，爱玩。

71.下一次刺青想刺那：不想刺青。

72.覺得最惡爛的生物：全部，除了自己喜欢的生物。*偏心*

73.養過最惡爛的生物：它们都不烂啦。

74.最想整那裡：不想整。

75.總分一百分，台語的流利度是：。。。50？

76.小時候的夢想：法医。

77.目前為止最欣賞的人：好像没有。

78.吃加里時的辛辣度：越辣越好。

79.最花的一件内庫：哈哈! 没有啦!

80.臉怎麼保養：洗脸咯。

81.請推銷一個罵人最有用的詞：哈哈。没想嘞，谁喜欢骂人啊？

82.ｍｓｎ的帳號：哈哈。不想在这里说。

83.生肖：牛。

84.目前為止，親身經歴名字最瞎的人：上课。那个人的名字读音是“上课”。哈哈。

85.朋友死不還錢：算了。破财消灾好了。

86.大概多久看一本書：看心情。

87.最近很失意的事：哈哈。别提了。

88.失眠時都怎麼解決：吃饱饱。。把自己胀死。。就会想睡。。不然就听歌写日记。

89.髮色：黑色。

90.上一次蛋糕上的臘燭是幾歳：20岁

91.所有頻道裡最愛那一台：没有。

92.最後悔的事：不方便说。

93.早餐通常吃什麼：面包，面。

94.下輩子想要當男還是女：女的

95.曠課通知單出現最多的數字：没曠过课。

96.在東區跌倒了：哈哈。那里都跌过，不需要在东区啦。哈哈！

97.失戀了：没有啦。

98.寫完這問卷的感想：超累嘞。001 你做了多久啊？！！

99.最不希望誰看到這分問卷：我哥？哈哈！这个应该先问吗！哈哈哈哈。

(6(00)6)V

2006-09-04T20:24:00.001+08:00

i blogged yst.
but for some reason, tat chinese post din appear correctly -_-llll
i wun try to rewrite what i wrote yst, aniway, i can't remember what i wrote exactly.

it's been a week.
i guess time flies when you're busy.

i was totally stunned when my bro told me he reads my blog. *faintz*
then i started to think whether i wrote anithing bad about him. *xin xu~ING*
er..ok la....maybe except for the "the-bee-got-stucked-in-my-kor's-leg-hair" incident. =X

sotong kor:"why u blog about my leg hair !?!"
sotong: "er...funni things muz SHARE ma." *haha*

but seriously, i had this strong urge to change my blog, 'cos i thought the idea of family members reading ur blog is rather awkward.

but it's too ley chey aniway. i shall just admit that i'm lazie.
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tutorial started last week. 6 tutorials to do per week. *sadded*

maths alone takes me a day.
and physics is still a total nightmare.

my maths tutor happens to be my maths lecturer, the one who blabbered alot of profound maths terms during the first lecture, but surprisingly, he can teach pretty well during tutorial.

and there was once (including today twice) he nonchalantly picked up his ringing hp during lecture, and of 'cos everyone was extremely speechless, until he told all of us that someone in his family was undergoing an operation.

i mean, if i were him, i would have taken time off, well i guess tat's what ppl call jing4 ye4 le4 ye4.

he was not his usual self after he picked up a call during lecture today. i wonder what happened.
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my eyelids are drooping. and it's only 8pm. -_-llll

shall update more when i feel like it.

i took 10 mins to come up with this post for this blog, but i took 160 mins to do the same for my module blog.

*shakes head*

*hOpz hOpz hOpz geT tRampLeD ovEr*

(.(00).)

2006-08-28T14:24:00.000+08:00

i'm in a pathetic school. and a pathetic family.
and i'm sick of both. but the latter more.

as some of u already know, i am not on good terms with my dad.
just last sat, both of us were having dinner together at the dining table.
there was this particular show about family abuse, and so happens that there was this scene
about how this husband hoped badly that his pregnant wife would give birth to a boy for some biased reasons.

da_sotong: "*喃喃自語* 重男輕女."
sotong pa: "這個社會就是這樣現實的."
da_sotong﹕*無語*

i stared at him for a moment, i wanted to ask him what he meant exactly, but i dropped the idea.
even if he did, it's not going to make a difference aniway, since i have too much negative feelings towards him.

*stones*

i'm terribly sick of passing messages for my parents even though i'm in sch.
one would call and ask me to call the other to pass some message.

wat the hell. i'm not a tele-operator.

and fyi, they haven been talking for the past N mths.
reason? i have no idea, nobody cares aniway.
i guess everything is accumulative.

they have reached a point whereby communication is no longer what we call 'talking' but rather, they express themselves by slaming things and hurling abuses at each other.

i'm realli used to it, since it happens almost everyday. I live like there's World War everyday.
and for as long as that happens, I am obliged to be their messenger and peacemaker.

SHIT.

now i know why i can relate to Jerry's role in I Not Stupid 2 so well. if you know what i mean.

*hOpz hOpz hOpz bUrYs mYseLf In a Hole*

(@(00)@)

2006-08-23T19:58:00.000+08:00

it's been a week.

school life is as usual. SIAN.
wanted to blog about my funniest day of last week. but i was too lazie.

it is about a slipper and a waiter.
not going to elaborate on the slipper story 'cos i feel it's nth realli funni.

aniway, i was with my frens having lunch at this sushi restaurant.
all 4 of us happened to order Chawa Mushi.

after some time, the waiter came by with 5 Chawa Mushi, and of 'cos we corrected him saying we ordered only 4.

he looked rather blur but eventually realised he made a mistake, and proceeded to serve us nevertheless.

just then, he piu-qiu and one hot Chawa Mushi bowl slipped off his hand. (piu-qiu means he miscue..haha)

wat happened next was quite drama i tot.
the steamed egg rolled out from the Chawa Mushi bowl, landed on top of my sushi, then onto the small soya sauce bowl, and *TADAH* the soya sauce landed on my top.
maybe because the steamed egg is pretty heavy, all this happened as if it was in slow motion, i saw the steamed egg roll from one place to another. *hahaha*

the waiter apologised profusely, and i started laughing non-stop at the clumsiness of the waiter and at the i'm-so-damn-drama steamed egg.

just when i tried to back-face the waiter to continue laughing...*to avoid laughing DIRECTLY in his face* the waiter continued to clean up the table, and tried to serve me with the extra Chawa Mushi he happened to have in his tray *remember he made a mistake about the order?*

waiter: *exclaims* "OH~!!!"
da_sotong: *turns head*

it turns out that my second bowl of Chawa Mushi landed right smack on the empty space beside me.

the x-file waiter PIU-QIU AGAIN!! *peng*

the hot steamed egg landed so near me that the manager looked kind of freaked out and came twice to ask if i am ok.

i began to laugh hysterically afterwards, seriously, i've never seen a waiter TAT clumsy. i'm not trying to be mean, but wouldn't u be more alert and careful after you have piu-qiu once?!

i conclude that a clumsy person *points myself* should never be in the service line. -__-lllll *pictures myself in the above scenario* er......better not la.
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attended the first lecture of another computing module today.

interesting module, but i was too tired, so i kept falling asleep. =X

heard we have to blog for that module as part of the C.A. -_-lllll

blog in prim and proper english?
pretty tiring i tot.
i'm so darn fond of singlish u know. =X

*sighz* now blogging becomes a chore.
-___-lll thanks eh.
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*hOpz hOpz hOpz JumPs awAy*

(T(00)T)

2006-08-17T19:22:00.000+08:00

day 3 of school.

school was horrible partly due to the carsick-ness i get during every bus ride, hmm...maybe because i haven taken long-distanced bus ride for ages, every trip is a feat to me these days.

*-_-llll* like i mentioned before, this sem doesn't look very promising because of the combination of the modules i'm taking.
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first was maths.
i can't tink of any descriptive words to describe, "like shit" probably tells everything.

skipped first chap, nobody had notes for second chap, he happily blabbered all the mathematical terms like there's no tomorrow, totally oblivious to the fact that some students might not haf *coughs* A level maths foundation =X. but what's worse is that he doesn't give any breaks, so it was 1 and a half hours of maths all the way.

see~, "like shit" is a very apt description rite? *Xp*
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second was physics.
"oh no" is the phrase.

quantam mechanics, relativity, cosmo-what-haf-you AND other extremely foreign physics terms in the notes.

half the time i was yawning, and i had this *jaw drop* look for the rest of the time.

i hate physics.
did i tell u i failed my physics during prelims and did badly for it during the O's?

and to tink i spent 350 points to get myself into this shit.
i tink i was sleep-walking during the bidding.
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third was e-commerce.
the "early-in-the-morning-8-'o-clock" module.

this module is probably the only one which i find interesting.

lively lecturer....hmm...no wonder he was nominated for teaching awards, i would say he's indeed good.

no regrets for taking this module, though i haf to wake up damn early in the morning.
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fourth was jed.
i was laughing at the name of the lecturer the whole time.
he has got rather funni initials and surname. *laughs* but i dun tink it's appropriate to post it here =X

this lecturer put the cover page of his book as his desktop wallpaper.....erm..nth wrong with that actualli..but why would anyone want to do tat?? abit weird leh. =X

he spends roughly 8 mins on each slide, i tink he went through less than 10 slides during his 1 hr 40 min lecture.

aniway, i tink he has such nice voice.......that helps put ppl to zzZzzzZzz. i was stoning most of the time.
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*(T(00)T)llll*

i tink i made sch sound really bad. =X
but these are just my opinions. opinions from someone who never once liked sch.
biased? yes i am.

i know i would be fine. *consoles myself*

*hOpz hOpz hOpz hOpz rOlls On the FlOoR*

(@(00)@)

2006-08-14T20:05:00.000+08:00

i'm sian. so sian.

time to get out of my comfort zone. i've been rotting for 3 mths. time to go back to that wretched place.

i see a few mushrooms growing on my head.
@= T.T =@

juz finished all my bidding stuff today.

taking 6 modules this semester, out of which consists of zhup-pa-lang modules such as Great Ideas of Contemporary Physics, Computing and Society. *pukes*

i don't know if what i'm doing is correct. but one thing i know for sure is i might subject myself to the risk of not being able to graduate in time if i keep on procrastinating.

that denotes more time and of 'cos extra money. 1 more sem of nonsensical module bidding. NO WAY.

bidding's over, balloting's on the way. and the latter solely depends ur luck.

hope nothing goes wrong this time. i dun wan to make frens with the appeal system AGAIN. *-_-llll*

*hOpz hOpz hOpz rUns awAy*

(^(00)^)

2006-08-08T19:19:00.000+08:00

an incident that happened yesterday morning:

my bro was in the toilet doing his *erm-hem~* big business in the wee hours of the morning when we suddenly heard him screaming~

sotong kor: *AHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~*

the whole family got woken up by his loud screaming and all of us headed for the toilet. -_-llll
there was silence for the next 10 secs until...
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sotong kor: *opens the toilet's door* "i got stung by a bee leh!!"
sotong: *grouchy* "%#$@%@^&^#^ chey! why the stupid bee sting u in the first place?!"

and guess wad happened?

sotong kor: *hesitates* "i dunno leh...the bee suddenly landed on my leg when i was squatting lor.......THEN i saw the bee got tangled in my leg's hair....and it was struggling so badly leh....so i tot i shud help the bee abit......THEN i use the toilet paper to sweep it away...........then u know hor..........................*and he went on and on and on and on*"
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and i tot "the bee-got-tangled-in-my-leg's-hair" part sounded realli funni! hahaha...

imagine u see a bee struggling in ur leg's hair?

*laughs hysterically*

oh well.....

then i started to tink about the purpose of the sting on bees....

*imagine a conversation between queen bee and child bee*
child bee: *excited* "mama!....wat's the sting on my butt for?"
queen bee: "oh~~ that sting is for u to defend urself when u're in danger~~"
child bee: *naive look* "OOooOOooo so tat means.... if i sting someone...that person will die la?!"
queen bee: *nonchalantly* " er...no....if u sting the person...u'll die~~ the person wun die~"
child bee: *@.@* "alamak?"

doesn't tat sounds contradicting?
so much for "defending urself".

bees sure have got the "kamikaze" spirit. =X ________________________________________________________

aniway....the correct thing to do if a bee does land on you is definitely not to wipe it with a tissue but:
1. stay still and pray hard it will fly away
2. and if it doesn't move.....blow the bee gently *this encourages the bee to move on*

i know all these sounds pretty crappy? but i got them from a site...so i assume it's correct. =X
but i guess majority of the ppl wun haf an opportunity to use these methods.

i mean...
what's the probability of bees getting tangled in ur leg's hair? *laughs non-stop*

*hOpz hOpz hOpz jUmps awAy*

(^(00)^) -- 派對篇

2006-08-07T21:16:00.000+08:00

昨天去參加一位朋友的生日派對。
原本以為只是小型的party﹐到了那裡卻有種被騙的感覺。-_-llllll

排場超大超隆重﹐人又多﹐是我這麼多年以來去過最隆重的生日party。

你可能會問﹐party而已嗎﹐會有多隆重﹖

一句話的總結﹕“感覺上好像在慶祝80大壽一樣。”

哈哈﹐真的﹐沒騙你﹗

那裡有所謂的guestbook(好像參加婚禮一樣)﹐function room裡頭一共宴請了15桌賓客﹐朋友共佔了6桌﹐其余的9桌都坐滿了壽星婆的親戚﹐所以大概有多過150人出席了這個party。邀請卡上還有每個人專屬的table number﹐不是大家原本所想像的free sitting。

派對上設有娛性表演﹐邀請了舞群到場助興﹐還請了專業司儀串場主持游戲節目。壽星婆入場時還有一群人在一旁噴乾冰﹐壽星婆的父母親和壽星婆要好的朋友也分別上臺致詞和告訴大家他們是怎麼認識對方的。壽星婆在整場party也一共換了兩套衣服。

哈哈﹐唱生日歌時全場起立﹐以一個21歲的生日party來講﹐場面真的可以算是壯觀。

好笑的是﹐我們連和壽星婆說話的機會都沒有。-_-llllll 因為她實在是太忙了﹗

由于決大部份的話語都是淡米爾文 (壽星婆是印族同胞)﹐我必須靠我的朋友幫忙翻譯。幸好有印族朋友在﹐不然我想我真的糗大啦~

整個party到凌晨12點才結束 ﹐聽說壽星婆的親戚們當時都好high。幸好我一早就離開了﹐不然回到家又要被老媽念孫悟空(指自己)最怕的緊箍咒了。

但無論如何﹐整個party對壽星婆應該非常難忘吧﹗

而我也在此聲明﹐我並沒有任何諷刺的意思﹐我只是以我的角度描寫出我所看到的一切 =)

(^(00)^)V

2006-08-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

went out with my ma as she wanted to go shopping -_-lllll

everything was normal...until we were walking...then suddenly....

a small bespectacled boy bumped into my ma as he ran past....and he accidentally smudged some of his ice-cream onto my ma's arm.

my ma looked UTTERLY pissed even though it's onli a small pathetic stain.

sotong ma: "aey..*tsk* aiyo..si ah bui~~"

the boy knew what he did....but the boy looked pretty stunned after my ma let out the "ah bui" part. i guess it was either he din understand what it means...or he could not accept the fact tat he was called fat. (erm...in fact he's just a little plump imo) -_-llll

*boy stones for 3 seconds*

at tat point....i tot my ma was pretty rude...so i apologised on behalf of my ma to tat small boy.

*LMAO*

but i dun blame my ma actualli....'cos of the fact that my ma is not very highly educated and i muz agree that sometimes she's pretty callous too. (the latter runs in the family =X)

besides, ppl always tend to say awful things in the fit of anger .

me: "so boy boy....auntie dun mean it ya?"

how come now it sounds as if it's my ma's fault? *haha*

*hOpz hOpz hOpz juMps oUt Of sIghT*

(^(00)^)V - 回憶篇

2006-08-01T21:02:00.000+08:00

最近好喜歡聽老歌﹐連去KTV也不忘點唱老歌。

猶記得小時候﹐常常和二哥一起在房間“辦演唱會”﹐哈哈﹗

最難忘的其中一幕是二哥逼我和他合唱小松小柏的歌曲。還記得當時的小松小柏紅到不清不楚﹐家裡的牆壁上到處都張帖著他們的海報。除了他們﹐還有王杰﹐伍思凱﹐郭富城﹐總之我哥好像視崇拜他們為一種信仰。

當時﹐不論是小松小柏的 "Baby, You Should Be Dancing"﹐還是<<舞菌>>﹐或是較後期的<<向世界大聲說話>>﹐沒有一首是我和我二哥不會唱的。其實還不止唱﹐二哥還逼我和他一起學小松小柏“載歌載舞”(做他的妹妹其實真的很歹命)﹗哈哈﹐不過﹐現在回想起來﹐還真的覺得蠻好笑的﹐畢竟當時的我只有六歲啊﹐手腳都還不是很協調(至今還是 =X)﹐跳起舞來動作應該還蠻滑稽的。

或許是耳濡目染﹐我也常常辦自己的“演唱會”﹐哈哈。媽媽曾說過﹐她其實也記得小時候的我﹐喜歡一個人靜靜地坐在客廳用小時後用過的尿布做自己的“表演服”(我對自己的“演唱會”超認真的叻﹗*自豪感* 哈哈)﹐接著我就會站在沙發上狂唱數小時﹗
當中的必唱曲一定會包括林憶蓮的<<愛上一個不回家的人>>﹐葉倩文的<<瀟灑走一回>> 和方文琳的<<面砂>>﹐而且不repeat N次決不罷休的﹐哈哈﹗小時候的我表演欲好像真的過勝了點。 =X

但最難忘的唯獨就是和哥哥合唱情歌﹐至今我仍然覺得兩兄妹合唱情歌很彆扭。
稍微長大了點後﹐我就“升級”從唱團體歌曲﹐變成唱對唱曲﹐哈哈。
說真的﹐和哥哥合唱情歌是沒什麼啦﹐只是當他唱得好認真的時候﹐他就會用含情脈脈的眼神看著我﹗-_-lllllll 尤其是和他合唱林子祥和葉倩文的<<選擇>>﹐我們合唱幾次﹐我就會忍不住狂笑幾次﹐哈哈﹗

說了這麼多二哥的壞話﹐還真有點對不起他~ *哈哈*

但無論如何﹐現在我們所聽的流行歌曲其實總有一天也會變成老歌﹐被下一代視為很"OR--BIT",我其實還蠻期待這一天的。

你能想像二十年以後當<<爸﹐我回來了>>成為一首經典老歌嗎﹖

以上只是我的突發奇想。=D

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2006-07-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

went to an arts sch today with 001...she wanted to check out some stuff there.
i was pretty amazed by their students' work.
and in fact, i'm pretty interested in one of the course they offer. =D
although they say tat students will start from the basics, but somehow i feel, i will STILL end up drawing all the elephants and sotongs during those supposedly 'basic' classes. hahaha. =X

well, lots of 'what if's and 'maybe's here, who knows i might go for the course one day?
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2 dumb things i did today. (as usual) *sighs*

=Sia-suay incident no 1=
i barged into other ppl's KTV room by accident when i was back from my toilet trip during the KTV session =X

me: *opens the door nonchalantly*
ppl in the room: *stunned* "errrrrrr....."
me: *looks up* *burst into laughter* oh sorry sorry. *slams door*
ppl in the room: *burst into hyena-like laughter*

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i know this might be common to ppl who often go ktv (so nth realli realli funni actualli)....and u can't blame me 'cos ktv rooms all look alike ma!!! *agree or not* but for me....this isn't already the first time....*counts* i tink 4 times in total on separate occasions...*sighz*

=Sia-suay incident no 2=
went arcade (again!)......this time round...i saw a uni fren!

initially, i was pretty hesitant to go up and say a simple 'hi' 'cos there was some unhappiness between me and tat fren, i was simply afraid my fren might just ignore me.

UNTIL...

i saw my fren playing shooting game and i finally decide to go up to him..

i went to tap on my fren's shoulder~~

*tap tap*

the person turned around.

me: *oh shit*

WHO THE HELL IS HE?

hahahaha...it turns out tat....i mistook this stranger as my fren....

and remember i told u the person was playing some shooting game?

when he turned, he literally gave me a "wat the hell" look. and all the frens of this stranger tot i wanted to make frens with him and they stood there laughing non-stop.

hahahaa~~ after which...i burst into a 5-min non-stop laughter *because i felt stupid* and dragged my fren out of the arcade.

then it dawned on me..

I NEVER SAY SORRY?!!

*LMAO*

hahahaa....and the best part is....i started to doubt whether the person i saw was my fren. he realli look like my fren, but i was in a fluster, and i din see his face clearly, and besides, half the time i was busy laughing.

*sighz* i'm realli an asshole. -__-llll and a stupid one at tat.

*hOpz hoPz hOpz FaDeS awAy*

V(-(00)^)V

2006-07-24T18:41:00.000+08:00

wanted to blog yst, but i was too tired.

initially wanted to meet gay, but suddenly recalled i was supposed to meet my les. -_-llll

*erm...what's with the les and gay? haha, well tat's juz how my close frens and i address one another..XD*

we were roaming rather aimlessly until we came to this huge display window of a gift shop.....

*TADAH!!!*

miSs JumBo eLePHanT?

haha.....she's so pretty prreeeeeewtty preeeeeewwwtty!! *pinches non-stop* ....i simply love her big flappy ears!!!! LOL...i had this strong urge to buy......until my fren saw the price tag

$117.40 *(T(00)T)lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll*

wat the hell?

and i suddenly remembered i still owe $11,863.50 (and counting) for my school fees. *duh*

BUT i'm definitely too big for soft toys rite? and i noe my family will niam non-stop if they see me with this half-my-size elephant and also probably i'll.................*continues to dissuade myself*

ok, i SHALL NOT be impulsive. and i'm realli glad i din do anything silly yst. *hee*

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arcade session at nite, half the time we were playing the good old table soccer at one secluded corner.

*starts to reminisce again* i remember there's this table soccer machine too at nc* too when i was working there as an intern.

in fact they have a mini-arcade which is juz beside the canteen, with pool tables also! *yeah!*

wat's more...only 20 cents for arcade games and 50 cents for table soccer and pool, i remember most of time, my frens and i would try to get the drinks stall auntie to give us all the change in 50 cents. either tat, or we would bring our own.

we would make so much noise until ppl will start to look in our direction. and usually we would hog the machine until we have used up all our 50 cents =X

haha, those were the ipp days.

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i was pretty stunned when 1 of my fren tot i copy-and-pasted the posting about marriage (about a week ago) from somewhere.

haha. tat post sounded too mature? -_-llll but like i said, these are juz my personal thoughts, hmmm, then it probably boils down to the fact tat maybe i'm too chao-lao? (too mature for my age) haha..

but aniway, all the posts in here are written by myself unless otherwise stated. hmmmmm but so far, i don't remember i got copy-and-paste anithing before.

kk...tat's all! =D

*hOpz hOpz hOpz dOodLeS on thE FlOoR*

(@(00)@)

2006-07-23T00:42:00.000+08:00

it has been a tiring day.

babysit my neice in the morning.
went to visit my da ge's new apartment in the afternoon.
had dinner at my er ge's place in the evening.

not much comments for my da ge's apartment because there are no furnishings yet, but i do love the aircon and the facilities there! *haha*
but for someone who has claustrophobia *points myself*..i find his place rather small and secluded =X
BUT tat's not a big problem, 'cos i wun be the one staying there eventually *lalalalla*

dinner at my er ge's place again!

my ma's specialties! presenting to u....

*CURRY PRAWNS!*

*MARINATED CHICKEN WINGS!*

and finally....the dish of the day~~~

*STINGRAY!!*

some ppl might think i'm crazy =X why the hell should i get so excited about my ma's cooking? *haha*

but as a matter of fact, my ma haben cooked STINGRAY for years!!! YEARS u noe! *continues to exaggerate* hmmm....it was ever since my er ge moved out and my pa suddenly became health-conscious. *so sad*

and for some stupid reason, i forsee i would be having plain porridge with steamed fish for every meal once my da ge move out~ -_-lllll

*hopz hOpz hOpz wiGGleS oUt of sIgHT*

(T(00)T)

2006-07-20T11:38:00.000+08:00

let's blog random today

i fell sick a couple of days ago and was prescribed antibiotics as usual. started to get burning sensations around the eyes but i tot nth of them. (since i tot i could have been bitten by some insects).....and now i look like an escaped panda from the mandai zoo after 3 dose of medicine.

SHIT.

my eyes are now swollen with itchy rashes round them. -_-llll i refused to see a doc since i'm already so used to getting allergies.

new add-on to my drug allergy list......now the list has 5 kinds of medicine, out of which includes the Mr. Oh-I'm-So-Darn-Common Panadol...and Miss Oh-I'm-Pretty-Common Ampicillin.*-_-llll duh*
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have been considering whether i shud go for the wisdom tooth operation.

went to a dentist today and i was told the operation would cost about 600 bucks +++++.

i almost spit all the Listerine onto the dentist's face upon hearing tat.

600 bucks for a pathetic tooth is ridiculous i tot! tat's more than half a K if you look at it from another perspective.

Dentist: "You can use ur parents' CPF to pay..so you dun haf to pay them in cash."

Ya rite.
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it's tat time of the year again! module bidding's round the corner! *acts excited* *oh crap*

10 more modules and i'd be out of tat damn place..*BUAHAHAHA* now tat's really something tat i can be happy about.

and all along i tot i had 11 more modules, until i realised i counted a 8MC module as 2 modules...i dunno why i did tat =X *slaps myself*

11 become 10! haha..yeah!!!...like macam lesser load..*haha dumb*

now muz plan which modules to take again...and as usual, i find bidding so irritating.*trips sch's management with banana skin*
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was looking thru my visitor counter's statistics.

i got quite a shock when i saw "Visit Length: 14 hours 2 mins 17 secs".

!!!!

someone actualli stayed at my boring blog for 14 hours? how can tat be?

the person probably read all 232 posts? haha.

if you're the person i'm referring to, u might probably wan to drop me a msg to let me know wat u were doing? Xp

nahz..i'm kidding. =p

but well...it's realli nice to know that there're actualli ppl who reads all my nonsense. =D but on the other hand, it's also pretty 'scary' since i dunno who're the ones reading?

and if you realised...i dun mention names of my schs and the names of my lecturers =X simply because i noe there will be some bo liao ppl who would google for their own names. *-_-llll*

i can't curse and swear without filling in those mosiacs...for eg..erm..erm...like N*S...haha~ if you know what i mean.

call me a coward. =X but i realli dun wanna get suspended. haha.
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*hOpz hOpz hOpz mUncH BaMboo LeAvEs*

(^(00)^)V 婚姻 - 感想篇

2006-07-17T18:35:00.000+08:00

又是一篇感想文﹐不喜歡就跳過吧。

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人際關係真的很脆弱。
友情﹐愛情﹐親情﹐理論上﹐並沒有一樣是永恆的。
這三種情感﹐對我而言﹐要屬愛情是當中最脆弱的﹐我本身覺得也是最難維持的。
有人說結婚是為了鞏固愛情的基礎﹐而給予彼此的一種肯定﹐一種願意守護對方一輩子的終身承諾。
反之﹐也有人說婚姻是愛情的墳墓﹐因為結了婚後往往感情就會變質。
兩者其實也真的不須要太多的解釋﹐大家即使不曾經歷過﹐也一定略有所聞。

很多時候﹐家庭暴力新聞﹐離婚率的上昇﹐還有其它對婚姻種種的負面報道﹐其實也不免間接影響了現代人的婚姻價值觀。

久而久之﹐大家可能會發現﹐戀愛的長短跟婚姻是否愉快其實不一定有直接地關係﹐也當然不一定成正比。

上一代的人﹐也就是我們的長輩﹐無論婚姻多不愉快﹐都硬著頭皮把孩子帶大﹐死撐到頭髮變白﹐也絕口不提“離婚”這兩個字。也許是因為教育水平的提高﹐這點﹐其實和現代人對婚姻不重視程度﹐形成了很強烈的對比。或許有人會說前者是因為不懂得自己擁有離婚的權力﹐所以遲遲沒有離婚。但我卻寧可相信﹐他們雖然書念得不多﹐但事實上﹐他們比誰都更了解婚姻的意義。為此﹐身為現代人的我們﹐是否應該感到慚愧﹖

當一段感情慢慢昇華到另一個層次﹐夫妻對彼此的期望往往就會提高﹐這時彼此就會開始用放大鏡來看對方的缺點﹐挑丈夫或太太的毛病﹐把戀愛時一向來都能假裝視而不見的小毛病用來大作文章。累積下來﹐彼此蘊藏著越來越多的負面情緒﹐到最後無論對方做什麼事﹐自己不知怎麼的﹐就是看不順眼。如果彼此都已經到了忍耐的頂限﹐或許還會惡言相向一番才肯罷休。但最慘不過的還是﹐夫妻已經到了覺得連溝通都沒必要的情況﹐這時﹐其實做子女的最可憐。

不要以為我夸大其詞﹐其實﹐這樣的例子真的並不罕見﹔我家裡就有好幾個真實例子。

但值得一提的是﹐並不是所有的家庭都像上述例子過得這麼悲哀的啦﹐哈哈﹗當然﹐也有夫妻能夠互相包容﹐一起像童話故事般相敬如賓地攜手過完這一生。

一段感情的結束﹐必定有其原因﹐總不能完全把責任歸咎于其中一方。畢竟﹐一個巴掌確實是拍不響的。身為旁觀者﹐或許唯一能做的﹐就是避免在非常時期煽動任何一方的情緒吧﹗感情的事﹐旁觀者真的未必清﹐必然也只有夫妻或情侶們自己能夠明白。但我依然選擇相信﹐無論分開的原因是什麼﹐終究還是回到“冰凍三尺非一日之寒”的道理。其實很多事情不都也是這樣嗎﹖

以上只是我對周遭事件的一些小小感想。

願與大家共勉之。=)

(^(00)^)V sotong救pole篇

2006-07-16T15:48:00.000+08:00

today's post is about an incident which happened to me when i was in sec 4 i think.

haha...this joke's pretty classic..even til now...i'm still the butt of the joke whenever my frens bring up this incident.

here goes.....comics (courtesy of tokiya fondly known as my gay a.k.a xiuhuan a.k.a jing tao (pilllow) a.k.a 001...bloody long name she has XD) on what happened on tat fateful day.....

haha...if you can imagine how all tat happened. probably you'll find me extremely dumb.

never in my life i felt so sia suay before lor. *低頭* haha.

this incident happened right outside my sch's general's office where some students were actualli taking exams in there at tat point of time (look at what the board says~).....and i vividly remember i was DESPERATELY trying to save tat on-the-verge of falling metal pole since it will surely go "KWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANG" if it DID fall onto the cement floor......LOL

i still remember tat senior (erm erm...tat supposedly shuai ge in the comic) and his "WAT THE HELL?" look when he saw my reaction towards the falling pole. haha.

hahaaa...in fact i bumped into him several times after we graduated..and apparently he still remembers me...but to me...i'd rather it be a "chio-chio and kar-meh-siam" (smile then faster run!) encounter....'cos honestly i still feel abit sia suay after all these yrs..LOL.

*hOpz hOpz hOpz bAnGs iNtO pOLe* *not again?!* haha.

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2006-07-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

it's been some time since i blogged.

many unhappy things happened lately...hmm...i've been turning to my good old paper diary instead since most of the unhappy stuffs are sensitive.

and yes! i do keep a paper diary =X and i've kept it for more than 8 years...*acts proud* haha..i noe it sounds pretty 'or-bit' (erm u noe...old-fashioned?) but i guess i'm still not very used to penning down my innermost thoughts on my blog.
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Crab-eating session

my ma cooked dinner at my bro's place since my bro wanted to taste my ma's chilli crab. (and of 'cos tat included me~ =X)

LONG hours of cooking session...and i was asked to entertain my neice...everything seemed to be in control until she started her nonsense again.....and we had no choice but to put her into the..................

WASHING MACHINE!

and before anione attempts to phone the Children's Aid....let's first observe her expression!

doesn't she look like she's enjoying herself ?

so nononono *shakes head*...tat's not child abuse...put tat phone down.

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after N hours of cooking............................

*TADAAAH!!*

SATAY SOTONG!

and *TADAAAHHH!!*

CHILLI CRABS!

there were 4 dishes in total....but the photographer was too hungry...so oppz....it was after dinner then she realised she forgot to take pictures of them =X

in conclusion....a very hearty dinner! *very pathetic one-sentence conclusion* haha.

shall stop here since i am feeling too sleepy (zZ(00)zz)

*hOpz hOpz hOpz fAdeS ouT of sIgHt*

(^(00)^)V 嘉微自戀篇

2006-07-05T19:31:00.000+08:00

this is a post specially dedicated to nana. LOL

as some of you already know, wednesday = my babysitting day.

after she left, i was looking through the gallery in my phone and found some 'unexpected' pictures.

there you go.

it is a series of 10 photos taken consecutively within 5 mins.

it then dawned on me tat she had self-taken her own pictures when she was playing with my phone alone.

and from what i recall, i've never taught her how to use my phone before?

-_-lllllllllllllll

oh my goodness. she's onli 20 mths old...but already so 'genius' and so narcissistic? *tsk tsk...tat's bad*

like father like daughter...oppz...haha..=X

*hOpz hOpz hOpz rUns aRoUnd*

(^(00)^)V boy boy 篇

2006-07-03T19:58:00.000+08:00

一連兩天跟不同的好朋友去唱KTV﹐有點累﹐可是都好好玩﹗

前天和001去﹐那邊的侍應生都好“熱情”。

第一位侍應生突然指著熒光屏中的幸田來未﹐問我們她美嗎﹖
另外一位侍應生端飲料進來時﹐跟我們碎碎唸地說“隔壁房間的客人好恐怖”。
最後一位侍應生搞不清楚Qoo的顏色。

me:"white grape是你們自己調的果汁?"
waitress:"不是﹐是Qoo~."

接著我脫口而出的一句“噢~那只blue monster”令她恍然大悟原來Qoo的那只吉祥物是藍色的。

waitress:"Qoo不是green的meh﹖"
me:"不是啊~ 我很肯定是blue的~ 你看了就知道."

後來唱到一半﹐那位waitress走進來對我們說“真的是藍色的﹐哈哈.”

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想不到我只是說說而已﹐她還真的跑去看。(怪怪的 x-file 阿姨) *笑翻*

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昨天唱完歌後跑去arcade玩了一下﹐說真的﹐我還是第一次覺得自己在arcade很out of place. 因為那裡的年輕人都是13-17 歲的﹐而且很顯然的﹐只有我和我的朋友年齡比較大。

玩過了shooting game已經累得剩下半條命地我們 (人老不中用了 Xp)﹐決定去玩比較輕鬆的photohunt。

玩了一會儿﹐有一位小男生不知從那裡冒出來﹐以英語問我“can I join?”

他有點“來歷不明”﹐說真的我有點嚇到﹐可是小朋友開口誰會拒絕啊﹖畢竟玩photohunt是越多人越好的啊﹗哈﹗就這樣﹐他跟我們一起玩了接近半個小時。

過了一陣子﹐又有另外一位小朋友走過來跟我們一起玩。-_-lllll 我頓了頓﹐後來先前的那位小男生才告訴我們原來剛來的這位是他的弟弟。-__-llllllllllllll

游戲結束後﹐我好奇地問了問他們到底今年幾歲。

沒想到。。。。

那位先來的小男孩竟然頓了接近20秒﹐才慢半拍地告訴我他今年10歲。

他的弟弟反而異常地爽快喊出 “我8歲﹗”。

哈哈。*我忍不住笑了出來*

後來走到了別架游戲機~ 正要開始玩的時候﹐才發現那兩兄弟其實一直緊緊地跟在我們後面。

我們也沒有問他們為什麼一直跟著我們﹐ 反正我的直覺告訴我他們沒有惡意。

後來我們4個一起玩了好多游戲﹐還贏到了一張能夠換取禮物的ticket.

我們決定把ticket送給他們﹐反正他們常來﹐可以累積更多ticket換更大的玩具。

怎麼知道。。。。

我們﹕“ticket給你們﹐我們留著也沒用。”
弟弟﹕*已經伸手想拿*
哥哥﹕*推開弟弟的手*“不要﹐謝謝。”

哥哥這時又開始對著弟弟碎碎唸著<<媽媽說>> 原則。哈哈﹗

三催四請﹐哥哥才終于肯把ticket收下﹗哈哈。好有性格的小男生﹗

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說真的﹐我在他們身上看見我兩個哥哥的影子。

兩兄弟的差別總會令人有點啼笑皆非。

哥哥文質彬彬﹐很有原則且很拘謹﹐弟弟豪爽大方﹐是游樂場的十項全能。
哥哥玩puzzle bobble, 弟弟卻玩daytona﹗
哥哥皮膚白而且五官像女生﹐弟弟皮膚黑而且竟然年紀小小就有老鼠肌。

哈哈﹗兩兄弟真是天淵之別﹗

性格和特征真的好像我的兩個哥哥﹐ 只不過我的兩個哥哥當年沒有他們那麼俊俏﹗=X 哈哈。

臨別時﹐看得出哥哥有點依依不捨﹐輕聲地說了句“bye bye”。弟弟沒有不捨﹐大聲地說“噢﹐要走啦﹖”

哈哈﹐so cute!!

本來想問他們名字﹐甚至想把他們的樣子拍下來 (難得跟他們這麼投緣)。可是總覺得這樣的舉動會令小心翼翼地哥哥覺得我想拐帶他們。哈哈~

還是算了吧﹐有緣再見吧﹗ =D

(^(00)^)

2006-06-29T14:45:00.000+08:00

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changed blogskin again. i prefer this one actually, probably because i drew all the pictures.

the 4 sotongs and tat elephant were copy-and-pasted from MSN when i was doodling on my frens' chat window. the rest was photoshop work.

i think i wun be changing blogskin until next december, which is my next sch holiday.
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最近好像有“不快樂的瘟疫”圍繞著大家。
身邊周遭的朋友好多都有困擾著自己的問題。
絕大多數人都好像不自知。

意思不是說沒有自知之明﹐而是不知道自己在做什麼﹐自己到底要什麼。
有一個小故事和大家分享﹐沒興趣就跳過吧。
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從前有一個有錢人﹐他想分錢給一個窮人。

有錢人對窮人說﹕“前面是一條直路﹐路上有很多石頭﹐你沿著這條路走﹐我會在終點等你﹐你可以在路上撿任何一顆石頭﹐我會依照石頭的大小﹐分一顆黃金給你。記得噢﹐只能拿起一顆﹐而且一拿起就不能放下。”

窮人聽了這番話﹐很開心地開始走著。

他突然發現一顆他認為很大的石頭﹐就撿了起來。心想﹕“後面的路上應該找不到比現在這顆更大的石頭。”

到了終點﹐窮人看見路上有一顆非常非常大的石頭。可是﹐他得遵照規則﹐不能換掉他手裡的那顆石頭了。
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每個人都能從這個故事中得到不同的啟發。

故事中的窮人就像我們一樣﹐往往覺得現在自己所擁有的可能就是最好的。自己的生活方向就是自己所想要的﹐所以不肯放棄現在所擁有的。當然現實生活中的我們沒有像故事中的窮人那麼難決擇﹐拿起後就不能放下。所以﹐對此﹐我認為我們幸福多了。至少﹐我們還有選擇的權力。

當然﹐有些人會問﹕“那我怎麼知道我的選擇就是最好的﹖”

這種問題通常只有自己有答案。

與其問局外人﹐被別人的說法動搖心目中已心裡有數的答案﹐拖延了自己的時間﹐倒不如自己幫自己回答這個問題。

我想﹐只要是自己決定的﹐不論結果如何﹐回頭看的時候至少能驕傲地對自己說“至少那是我自己的決定﹗”

就像我在一本書上讀到的﹐我們在承擔後果時應該常對自己說﹕“我要的﹐我認了。”

以上只是自己從書中得到的小小啟發以及感想﹐並不針對任何人或事。

願與大家共勉之。

(^(00)^)V

2006-06-26T21:26:00.000+08:00

life's been FAT.

i've been babysitting, eating, sleeping, lazing around, daydreaming, doing silly things for the past holiday.

went seoul garden with my family last saturday.

next time i shall not go with them animore. i mean to seoul garden. =X

Reason being:
1) they dun eat tat much, literally 'waste money'
2) i CANNOT eat much (because nana's nonsense made me lost my appetite)
3) i was ordered around like a maid (because apparently my kor was lazie ~&*^$^@@#)

my kor had diarrhorea halfway thru the dinner..my ma said she was full after eating a few fishballs..my sis-in-law said she was full after eating a few pieces of grilled meat. my neice started her nuisance and cried like there's no tml. -_-lllllllllllllllll

disaster i tell u. this is the first time in my life i eat seoul garden eat until so qi chiam. ^.^lllll

NO MORE SEOUL GARDEN WITH THEM. 'NO NO NO NO' times 10.
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another 'family outing' again today. all of us accompanied my ma to the hospital for some routine checkups again.

had the same old identity crisis again. ('hey? your daughter? so cute sia.') can't be bothered.

i looked like i was pissed, my sis-in-law tot i was angry with something.

i guess i was just too tired today.

ate lots of junk for dinner. probably gaining few more kgs. but who cares if i get fat ?! (probably only my mother bothers, since she calls me a 'ka puang' 'cos of my figure)

i see some blank faces, 'ka puang' means BOLSTER in teochew.

ok. now u noe wat my ma means.

*hOpz hOpz hOpz juMps aRounD*

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2006-06-14T19:51:00.000+08:00

it's been a week..some trivial things happened again and again.

like i said, it's trivial and plus it's boring, so ignore this post if you're not interested. Allow me to remind you once again, you're not obliged to read my blog.

let me start with a short story which i classified as 'X-File'. (fyi, 'X-File' = things i deem as unexplainable and extremely strange) *plays X-File music in the background*

now you know what i mean.

aniway, i was playing games on my comp as usual when i suddenly heard somebody singing Teresa Teng's Wo Zhi Zai Hu Ni..haha..but tat was normal i thought..since my place is juz right beside the lift lobby and stairs...and in fact...tat was quite common.

but what was strange was...

the singing got louder, and the person was practically singing at the top of his lungs...hmmm..it sounded as if he eagerly wanted to perform for the whole block without using a microphone?

hahahahaha.

i realised the singing came from an uncle who was standing at the corridor right outside my neighbour's place. he was probably in his fourties, with a literally gold-coloured hair and his omg-i-m-so-thick gold necklace, he did looked abit beng =X

OMG. what the heck was he trying to do then?

the singing went on for 10-15 mins (and i mus say he has a pretty good stamina =X)...haha....and the song repeated over and over again. i peeped through the room's window, and he was facing my neighbour's door. (fyi, my neighbour is a 50+ lady who stays alone).

he left after 15 mins. after i supposed he realised that there was nobody in the house.

i've concluded that he was either
1) mentally unstable (which i dun think so)
2) trying to apologise (er..?)
3) trying to propose (huh..?)

i shall not speculate, but the moral of the story is, watever it is that u want to do, please make sure that the person is listening to you!

"and uncle, you wasted ur stamina for nothing lor. alamak. i feel sad for u."

____________________end of Mr X-File uncle___________________________

went to the hospital with my mum for some routine checkup, my neice followed since her parents offered to drive us there.

her parents went for lunch, and i had to look after my neice since it was my ma's turn for the checkup.

and there were many ppl who thought i was my neice's mother. -__-lllllllll

there was particularly an auntie who made me quite speechless.
auntie: "*points to my neice*...yours?"
me: "no...my brother's daughter.."
auntie: "how come *she* dun look like chinese.."
me: "she's a mixed.."
auntie: "wat race did u marry?"
me: "*utterly speechless* no..SHE'S MY NEICE...i'm not married."
auntie: "ORH~...so u r an unwed mother?" *how come she only heard the last part?!*
me: "-______________-lllllllllllllllllllllll...nononono...she's my brother's daughter...my neice....not my daughter~"

hahaha...i wanted to laugh...'cos it seems like it was a niu tou bu dui ma zui situation..though we both spoke mandarin..

and then more ppl came up to play with nana at different instances...and asked me the same question again.

"*points to my neice*...yours?"

hahaa...i must admit THIS IS kind of annoying....when people often mistaken me as my neice's mother...and my sis-in-law as the maid...

-_-llllllllll. *speechless* i've no comments.

*hOpz hOpz hOpz...rUns aRounD*

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2006-06-03T22:39:00.000+08:00

fun.tired.zZzz

went pasir ris park today with my ma..my kor..my sis in law...and needless to say..my neice!

my kor and sis in law tried to teach me cycling. -_-lllllll

and so we rented 2 bicycles...and of 'cos they rode those bicycles back to where my ma and my neice were....and of 'cos i had to stroll back on my own.

UNTIL..

i realised my no-sense-of-direction ailment and selective memory loss acted up again.

my kor and sis in law was nowhere to be seen. and i forgot which way they went.

OH SHIT.

and i think i walked in the wrong direction and i drifted further and further away from my 'destination'.

and eventually i took a total of 20 mins to reach tat 5-mins-walk destination. *guilty*

i noe i'm very dumb. =X

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and so they started to teach me how to cycle by asking me to first learn how to balance.

i was probably possessed by Mr Humpty Dumpty because i couldn't balance at all. -__-llll

most of the time it was "woah~..woah~~....WOAH~~" followed by "BBBIANGGG!!!". LOL.

and fyi..i knew how to cycle when i was in primary school.

i had a pretty bad fall once...ever since then...i have got this strange phobia.

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i remember i once rode pillion on my fren's bicycle...and the bicycle crashed head-on into a HUGE tree because he was racing with another classmate..and all of us lost control of the bicycle.

4 of us (my classmate had a pillion passenger as well) fell so DRAMATICALLY from the bicycle.

Just picture this scene:
4 clowns fell onto the ground....rolled a few turns on the grass patch..down a slope..and hit a tree before they could stop rolling.

i laughed non-stop for 20 mins..and my frens tot i was abit sadistic because i was bleeding and at the same time laughing....LOL~
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i noe cycling is a skill..and people always say..you wun forget a skill tat you've learnt....but trust me......i dunno if it is the phobia or is it juz me? but i juz can't seem to get it =X

1 hour of cycling lesson left lots of blue-blacks on my legs.

my kor almost vomitted blood (haha).....but overall....it was FUN!!

i realised i no longer haf a flair for balancing like i once had.

Now..who wans to teach me cycling?? =X

*hOpz hOpz hOpz tRiPs aNd faLLs*

(^(00)^)

2006-05-26T18:00:00.000+08:00

happy.relieved.lost

it's been 3 weeks of holiday for me...and i've been rotting since..

babysitting (again!) keeps me occupied...

i've come to terms tat as long as i'm still schooling...i wun be able to get out from this babysitting shit....since tat's the case...i might as well enjoy the process rite? *pukes*

other than babysitting....i usually drown myself in dvds and vcds.....entertain myself with sometimes-brainless pc games...and meet up with long-lost frens...

boring life to u? tat's considered good life to me.

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well...results was released today...(i din noe until my fren reminded me =X seriously i tink i sound like i lived in a well..)

my results are ok (i tink i said this last sem)...but i can't think of other words to describe....maybe mediocre?

one by one perhaps i shud thank some of the lecturers...

c++ --- remember the one tat i din managed to finish the 50% lab..? the one which
the comp died on me several times?

maths --- the pathetic maths which i failed my mid term.....and my tutor once asked
me in front of the class "you now already lidat...exam how?"...tat realli demoralised
me.

biz tech --- the one which i dropped my specs before my exam...and went ahead without
it.

these lecturers muz haf been either realli realli kind or it could probably be tat the school's moderation system was programmed to be a kind system..if you noe what i mean.

no third class...no second upper lower first class shit this time....

opting for a 3-yr programme realli helps...at least i feel less stress when i look at my results this time round..

to conclude...my 'taiko' spirit has once again saved me..=D

but i noe i wun be so lucky again.

*hOpz hOpz hOpz fAdeS oUt Of sIght*

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